First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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With this letter open in his hand, St. Aubin, foaming with rage,
entered the room where his wife sat with Henry, then between two
and three years old, playing on the ground at her feet, while she
was absorbed in melancholy anticipations of the probable result of
her husband's application. St. Aubin flung the letter in her face,
swearing, with horrid imprecations, that he would be the death both
of her and her brat, and then blow out his own brains. Mrs. St. Aubin
remained silent; but the shrieks of the child brought servants. By
the time they arrived, however, St. Aubin was striding up and down the
room, venting his rage on the open letter, which he kicked before him
at each step.
Shortly after this final disappointment respecting Maria's fortune, St.
Aubin found it necessary to take refuge from his creditors in the Isle
of Man; whither he went accordingly, carrying with him his wife and
child, and settling there with a very reduced establishment.
Not choosing, it would seem, to be hung for declared murder, he
appeared determined, by every species of ingenious barbarity, to
torture the wretched Maria out of her remaining shred of existence;
and, among other devices, he daily and hourly made her shudder, by his
vows of deep and black revenge on her sister.
One day, after sitting some time leaning his head on his hand, with a
countenance resembling the thunder-cloud, lightning suddenly flashed
from his eyes, imprecations exploded from his lips, he started to his
feet, stood before his wife, and clenching his hand, uttered these
words: "I tell you, Mrs. St. Aubin, that child, that I hate, because
it is yours! that child, to whose future provision she has sacrificed
me! that child I will rear, I will preserve, for the sole purpose of
being the instrument of my revenge!--by his means, were it twenty years
hence, were it thirty years hence, I will break her heart! Yes," he
added, as if in reply to a look from Maria of astonishment, almost
amounting to incredulity, "and I have determined how I shall do it." He
then resumed his sitting attitude, and again leaning his head on his
hand, a long hour of utter silence followed, during which his unhappy
wife sat at the other side of the table, not daring to arouse him by
rising to leave the room.
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