First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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But to return to Mrs. Montgomery and Mr. Jackson, they were so
extravagantly partial to Edmund themselves, and had for so many years
strengthened each other in the belief that there was no doubt of his
being the son of a noble family; no doubt, in short, of the truth of the
statements in the nurse’s letter; that they did not see the impropriety
of a match between him and Lady Susan in the glaring light in which
it would have been viewed by most others. They thought their inward
conviction that his birth was equal to her ladyship’s, when joined
with his own great merit, his amiability in private, and high standing
character in public life, quite sufficient to outweigh the trifling
circumstances of their never having been able to discover, exactly, who
he was; and of his having no property but his captain’s pay, and his
fifteen thousand pounds prize-money. What Mrs. Montgomery might have
thought of all this, had the subject been brought nearer home by the
knowledge that it was to Julia Edmund was attached, it is hard to say;
for the best of us can seldom judge impartially when we ourselves, or
those we love, are concerned. There are few mothers who do not expect
their sons to marry such women as, were they their daughters, they would
not give to such men as their sons. But Mrs. Montgomery was spared all
alarm respecting the intimacy between her grand-daughters and adopted
son, by Edmund’s supposed sudden admiration of Lady Susan, commencing on
the very evening of his arrival; and the fuss, as we before observed,
which every one had since made, about their mutual attachment.
There was also another blind to Mrs. Montgomery’s penetration, in the
marked and troublesome attentions of Henry to his cousin Julia, beside
whom he was generally to be seen, while Edmund, by the contrivance of
others, was dancing with or handing about Lady Susan. Mrs. Montgomery,
in short, was very uneasy about it, and even lectured her nephew on the
subject: for she knew how disagreeable such a thing would be to Lord L⸺.
Lord Borrowdale, too, who would have been a perfectly eligible match, was
equally marked in his attentions; yet it was impossible to say, which
Julia preferred: she generally smiled and looked happy, and this was all
that could be ascertained. The lovers the while, strange to say, had
taken no alarm, if we except Edmund’s first day or two of endless fears;
since which, a tacit, and, to themselves, unacknowledged conviction of
each other’s affection, had grown up in the heart of each, keeping peace
within in spite of all outward occurrences. The miseries of doubt, the
tortures of alternate hopes and fears, were, alas! reserved for a future
stage of their attachment.
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