First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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“What do you call a real attachment?” asked Frances. “Why, one founded
on—on—having all one’s life known, that the—friend—one loves unites every
quality that is noble and estimable, not only in one’s own opinion,”
replied Julia, blushing deeper and deeper at each word, “but in that of
those, whose judgment one respects, with all that is gentle, kind, and
amiable towards oneself!” Edmund felt an almost irresistible desire to
press her hand as she said this, nor could he be quite certain that he
did not do so. “It was Mr. Jackson,” she added, in a hurried manner,
“that was explaining the subject the other day. He said, you know,
Frances, that it was because we are formed to find perfect happiness
hereafter in loving absolute perfection, that we experience so much
delight in attaching ourselves, in this life, to what, on earth, comes
nearest to perfection! And what can we know of the perfections of a
stranger?”
“Why, not till we discover them,” replied Frances, “but then, should they
prove greater than those of our older acquaintances, by your own argument
of loving best what comes nearest to perfection, the stranger must
deserve and obtain our preference.”
“Oh! impossible!” exclaimed Julia.
“What is impossible?” asked Frances. Julia made no answer, and Frances,
after a moment or two of silence, enquired of Edmund, if the Lancer whom
they had observed driving his curricle round the lake yesterday evening,
were the same they had seen at the Regatta. Edmund looked in her face
without meaning or reply. His thoughts had been too differently employed
to be so easily brought to bear on the identity of a Lancer. “You see,”
said Frances, “he is thinking of his First Love. We ought not to tease
him with questions on less interesting subjects. I have been considering
about it, Edmund,” she continued, “and I cannot see what harm it would be
for you to be married to Lady Susan, when it would make you both happy.”
“Lady Susan!” repeated Edmund, “I am not thinking about Lady Susan, I
assure you, Frances!”
“Indeed!” said a soft voice from behind, followed by immoderate laughter
from several persons. Our trio looked round, and beheld Lady Susan
herself, accompanied by Lord Borrowdale, Lord Morven, and Henry. “We
have caught the gallant Captain speaking of your Ladyship at least,”
observed Lord Borrowdale.
“Which, in my opinion, argues thinking,” added Henry.
Edmund, not knowing well how to get out of the scrape, joined the laugh,
and said, he believed he must plead guilty—of what, he left it to the
imagination of his accusers to determine.
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