First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Lady Susan became silent and absent; went to various repositories of
grain and fed each of her pets; Edmund, of course, assisting. When she
had finished, she seated herself on the three-legged stool, and began to
spin with great assiduity and quite a practised hand. Edmund, whom she
had requested to take a chair beside her, sat for some time in silent
admiration of her performance. Suddenly, she lifted the toe of the foot
that had kept the wheel in motion, and suspended the little white hand
over the fore finger, of which the thread had been passing. “This spot,
you see, Captain Montgomery,” she said, “is my plaything; yet, how happy
might people be whose all it was!”
“Certainly!” he replied with much energy, instantly making Julia in
imagination its mistress, and himself her partner for life: “Here is all
that unsophisticated nature calls for; and, in the society of an object
beloved, how seldom would the outer world be remembered!”
Her ladyship blushed and sighed; but Edmund’s thoughts were full of
another image, and the blush and the sigh, which else might have spoken
volumes, were unnoticed by him. A considerable pause ensued. “It
certainly is madness,” said Lady Susan at length in a low voice, and with
some hesitation, “It certainly—is—madness, to sacrifice realities to
opinions, and those opinions not our own!”
“Oh, most assuredly!” replied Edmund, “when such is the case; but
when our own opinions, our own sense of all that is honourable, just,
grateful, are in direct opposition to our own feelings of all that:”—he
recollected himself, broke off suddenly, and coloured: not that he
apprehended being misunderstood; he rather dreaded that he was too well
understood, and conscious that he thought of Julia while he spoke, feared
he had inadvertently betrayed sentiments it was so incumbent upon him to
conceal. “Yet—yet—” said her ladyship, “if—if the object—of an attachment
so tender, yet governed so entirely by honourable principles, is willing
to wave imaginary, in favour of real superiority?”—and she held out her
hand.
Edmund first stared at the hand; then, scarcely conscious of the
mechanical movement, took it in his. “For heaven’s sake, what do you
mean, Lady Susan?” he exclaimed, changing colour twenty times in a
minute; for, still possessed with the one idea, and too little of a
coxcomb to be ready to believe her ladyship seriously attached to him
because idle people had jested on the subject, the thought crossed his
mind in the confusion of the moment, that Lady Susan must be in the
confidence of her cousin, and must be expressing her belief that Julia
returned his attachment.
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