First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
Fiction
The sun was so low in the horizon that the little mounds of grass which
every hand was hastily throwing up for the night at the far end of the
meadow, cast their lengthened shadows across half its extent, while the
setting beam was still bronzing their tops, together with the faces,
garments, and implements of the rustic groups employed around them. At
the same moment a full moon, just rising to view on the opposite verge of
the heavens, was glittering through the branches of some dark firs that
terminated the prospect in that direction.
Julia, who had several appropriate speeches ready, had been all day only
waiting for an opportunity to say them; for she had reasoned herself into
a belief that it would be dreadful to let Edmund think himself neglected
for newer or gayer objects; but, some how, all this preparation had made
a thing so simple in itself, as joking Edmund for being affronted, seem
quite awful; and in consequence, her heart was beating so fast, that she
was waiting for it to stop before she could begin to speak.
“Edmund,” she at length contrived to say, turning and offering her
hand; but the foolish fluttering of her heart redoubled, and she
stopped short. Edmund started, caught the offered hand, and, puzzled and
delighted, pressed it to his lips. She laughed, blushed, and drew her
hand away, saying—
“I see, Edmund, you are silly enough to be quite jealous.”
This was rather an unfortunate choice of expression; for Edmund,
colouring to excess, began to stammer out—“I—me—oh—a, I have a—I—”
“I dare say you think,” continued Julia, who had no suspicion of the
kind of jealousy, which on mention of the word, had presented itself to
Edmund’s fancy—“I dare say you think we did not appear as glad to see you
as usual, when you arrived so by surprise yesterday; but you came in in
so hurried a manner—and—among so many strangers—that—that—”
“Indeed, Julia, I—you—” again stammered Edmund.
“I am sure none of us intended to be unkind,” continued Julia, “—or less
glad, I mean, of your safe return.”
“You are too good to be unkind to any one, Julia,” said Edmund, with a
sigh. Julia still fancying his manner seemed strangely dissatisfied,
began to feel offended in her turn, and a rather awkward pause followed.
At length, she compelled herself to make another effort, and said, with a
reasoning tone—
“You cannot suppose, Edmund, that any of your friends at Lodore regard
you less, merely from your having been a few years from home! Indeed, if
you could know how highly, both grandmamma and Mr. Jackson always speak
of you, you would not think so!” He made no reply; for it was neither
grandmamma nor Mr. Jackson that he was thinking of.
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