First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
Fiction
“Is this soft hand thy answer? or that look,
Which, though so soon withdrawn, too gentle seem’d
For harsh denial’s herald; or that blush
Which now, o’er thy snowy beauty spreading,
Heightens all thy loveliness!”
“And when those gentle eyes, thus rais’d to mine,
Melt in my ardent gaze; yet willing not
With haste ungracious to reprove my love,
A moment tremble ere they fall again;
Oh, ’tis a feeling not of earth! ’tis one
Which man’s experience hath not taught him how
To shape in words.”
She had opened the letter, was reading, and had become so much
absorbed, that she had not only ceased to hear what Gotterimo said,
but was no longer conscious even of his presence. He began to perceive
this, and with instinctive politeness, though with a feeling of much
disappointment, first became silent, and then, fearing he might be
troublesome, after fidgeting a little, and coughing once or twice, left
the room.
Julia, without perceiving his departure, continued reading till she had
twice begun and twice finished the letter. Then, laying it open on her
bosom, and crossing her hands upon it, she raised her streaming eyes to
heaven. The door from the library opened: she withdrew her eyes from
their upward gaze, and they rested on Fitz-Ullin. “Oh, Edmund!” she
exclaimed, and hastily presenting the letter to him, she covered her face
with both her hands, and leaned on the table. Fitz-Ullin glanced at the
open letter, and found it to be one which he himself had written to our
heroine above a year before.
“Why, Julia,” he said, “should this letter, which you have replied to so
fully, so decidedly, and so long since, now seem to surprise or agitate
you?”
“I never replied to it! I never received it! I never saw it till this
moment!” said Julia.
“What, Julia!” exclaimed Fitz-Ullin, sinking on one knee beside her, and
drawing both her hands, from before her face, “do you indeed tell me
that you have not, in reply to that letter, rejected the heart and hand
it offers?—rejected them, too, on the plea of a prior and long cherished
attachment to another, that other—the unfortunate Henry St. Aubin?”
“Oh, never! never!” exclaimed Julia, with a fervour of manner, tone of
voice, and expression of countenance, which carried at once conviction
and happiness to the heart of Edmund. That look, that manner, not only
said, “I have not rejected,” they also said, “I will accept!” Fitz-Ullin
gazed upon her for some moments in the silence of powerful emotion.
“Julia,” he said, at length, in a voice scarcely audible, “what a load of
misery you have removed from my heart!”
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