First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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The consciousness of light and witnesses calmed in some degree her
agitation, or at least checked those demonstrations of it into which she
had hitherto been betrayed. She became passive, and lay, for a time,
motionless and silent, with her eyes closed. Fitz-Ullin knelt beside
her, and watched her countenance with an expression of the most serious
solicitude. Lady Oswald, after the first stare of amazement, offered
every kind attention in assiduous silence; only from time to time
looking the wonder which would have been expressed on any occasion less
surprising: so that our heroine was received, to all appearance, with
as much composure as though she had been expected. She shewed tokens
of life, only by gently waving from her every offered restorative.
She wished for stillness; she wished to yield to a consolatory feeling
which had already, notwithstanding all the horrors she had so lately
both witnessed and escaped, stolen over her heart; for who can, under
any circumstances, receive proofs of affection from those they love,
and not experience consolation? She felt that she was still dear to
Fitz-Ullin; and though, apparently, scarcely alive, became capable of
a train of reasoning on the subject. Her friendship, then, was not, as
she had feared, valueless in his eyes! The brother-like affection he had
always had for her was regaining its ascendancy. As a sister, she should
once more become the first object of his tenderness, the source of his
happiness, and she would be happy—yet she sighed. Lady Oswald seized the
opportunity of entreating her to take some restorative. She was obliged
to open her eyes, obliged to raise herself, and in so doing, to withdraw
the hand Fitz-Ullin had till then retained. He stood up, assisted Lady
Oswald, and spoke to her ladyship, which he had not done before. The
spell was broken! Julia spoke too; she thanked Lady Oswald languidly.
She had no leisure to be surprised in her turn, at seeing her ladyship
where she was. She tried to express to our hero her gratitude for her
preservation. He begged she would not speak of his merely accidental
service; requesting her to remember, that he could not be aware to whom
he was rendering his assistance, whether welcome or unwelcome.
“Unwelcome!” she repeated. He had spoken with unnecessary strength of
emphasis. Even Lady Oswald looked surprised.
A short silence followed; when Julia, again raising herself, began to
express uneasiness about the fears and anxiety of her friends at Lodore;
giving at the same time a hurried and incoherent account of how she
had been carried away from thence. Lady Oswald naturally expressed her
wonder, as to who could have been the author of so daring an outrage.
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