First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Julia, looking down, said, she herself was at a loss whom to suspect. She
would have added, that the only person to whom she could have attributed
such an outrage, she had not once seen, or heard of, during the whole
transaction; and that, therefore, it was that she was at a loss. But a
natural feeling of modesty made her hesitate and blush. Fitz-Ullin viewed
her with a searching look, which gave her uneasiness, though she could
not comprehend its meaning. There was severity in his eye when he first
fixed it upon her; yet, there was pity ere he removed it. During her
whole recital, the gloom of his brow had deepened every moment; yet he
did not express the deep resentment that might have been expected against
the perpetrators of such a violence. At one time, after a long reverie,
he made a very irrelevant remark: observing, that Mr. St. Aubin had been
to blame, in not joining before the Euphrasia sailed; for that his being
too late, could not have been accidental.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
“Nay, frown not thus on me.”
At breakfast Fitz-Ullin joined the ladies. The gravity of his countenance
and solemnity of his manner were almost austere.
During breakfast he silently placed whatever seemed desirable near Julia,
but scarcely spoke, except to answer Lady Oswald’s questions.
After breakfast he said, with some formality, that he was extremely sorry
the rules of the service would not admit of his altering his course on
private business; as this placed it out of his power to offer to land
Lady Julia L., he therefore feared, he added, that her Ladyship would be
under the necessity of proceeding to Leith. How unlike the whispers of
last night!
He next spoke of the fortunate chance of Lady Oswald’s being in the ship;
and finally it was arranged, that Julia should remain in Edinburgh with
Lady Oswald, till Lord L. should be apprised of her being there, and come
for her. Fitz-Ullin now left them.
“My dear Lady Julia L.,” said Lady Oswald, “I am going to ask a very
extraordinary question; but do tell me candidly, have you rejected the
addresses of Fitz-Ullin?” Julia looked at her ladyship with unfeigned
astonishment. “Because,” continued Lady Oswald, “his manner is so much
that of a refused lover, too proud to urge his suit, yet unable to
conquer his attachment; and, if such be the case, I would so ardently, so
anxiously, plead his cause. I would enumerate his virtues; nay, I would
expose my own and my son’s necessities to prove the nobleness of his
heart, and to obtain, if possible, happiness for one so willing to impart
the precious gift to others.”
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