First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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“The happiness of him of whom you speak, Lady Oswald,” replied Julia,
suppressing a sigh, “is not in my hands.” Then recovering herself,
she added, with forced firmness, “From our childhood we have regarded
each other as brother and sister, and this habit may still tincture
our manners with a something which, to those unacquainted with, or not
recollecting the peculiar circumstances may seem—may appear—particular.
But, as a lover, Lord Fitz-Ullin has never addressed me.”
“Then most assuredly he will!” said Lady Oswald. Julia blushed and
smiled; the very sound of the words was welcome to her, while reason
was compelled to reject their meaning. “You have, you say,” continued
Lady Oswald, “the affection of a sister for Fitz-Ullin. If you entertain
a tenderer sentiment for any other being, I have no right to inquire
further; but if you do not, my dear Lady Julia, make me happy by saying
so!”
“Pray then be quite happy,” said Julia, affecting to laugh; “and now let
us recur no more to this foolish subject.”
Lady Oswald fell into a reverie. She was inclined to think,
notwithstanding the altered manners of the one, and the contradictory
assertions of the other, that a mutual attachment did subsist between
them; though at present interrupted by some misunderstanding; and
having arrived at this conclusion, she resolved, if possible, to become
instrumental to their happiness by bringing about an explanation. A
message at this moment very opportunely came from Fitz-Ullin, to say that
the day was tolerably fine, and to beg to know if the ladies would take
a walk on deck. They consented; and our hero came for them, bringing
with him a young lieutenant, by name Lord Surrel, and son to the Duke of
⸺. Fitz-Ullin offered his arm to Lady Oswald, leaving the care of our
heroine to Surrel.
Julia was absent and silent, and not even conscious of the animated and
delighted admiration with which she as instantly as unintentionally
inspired her companion. At length the conversation took a turn, which
drew something more of her attention.
“How much Fitz-Ullin feels the loss of his friend, Captain Ormond,”
observed Surrel, struck by the seriousness of our hero’s countenance as
they passed and repassed him and Lady Oswald.
“The circumstances were, I understand, very melancholy and very
remarkable,” faltered out Julia, in reply.
“Very much so, indeed!” rejoined Surrel. “You have heard all the
particulars, I suppose?”
“From no better authority than the newspapers,” she answered. “It was
not possible to enter on so painful a subject with Lord Fitz-Ullin. Even
Lady Oswald tells me she has not yet ventured to speak to him of his
unfortunate friend.”
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