First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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At the time of Admiral Lord Fitz-Ullin’s death, Edmund had found the
task of consoling his young friend Ormond (now Fitz-Ullin) difficult
indeed. Not only was the grief of Fitz-Ullin overwhelming, but his
self-reproaches were heart-rending. “He had never,” he vehemently
exclaimed, “been what his father wished him to be!” He had disappointed
all the hopes of the kindest, the best, the most indulgent of parents!
That parent had died without the consolation of leaving behind him a son
worthy of perpetuating his glorious name. How could he be careless of the
wishes of such a parent! Yet he had always intended to exert himself,
and become all that his father could wish; and now—now he could never do
so. Edmund should have been his son: Edmund of whom he would have been
so proud! Our hero, after trying calmer and more religious consolations
in vain, endeavoured to arouse his friend by suggesting, that the
most acceptable offering he could make to the memory of his father,
was to strike at once into the brilliant path his father had quitted.
Fitz-Ullin’s spirit, gentle and indolent as it was in general, in its
present state of excitation, took fire at the thought; but, alas! he had
neither talent nor steadiness to sustain him in the high resolves which
such feelings suggested. The insufficient impulse carried him into the
midst of daring undertakings, and there left him, astounded at his own
boldness, and pausing whether he should proceed or return. Thus, dangers
were incurred, and yet, results not reached.
The business now before the public, and which took place a few months
after Fitz-Ullin’s going to sea in the same fleet with Edmund, affords
a striking illustration of the fatal consequences of adventitious
excitement, thus operating on a naturally weak character. The
particulars were now read by Mr. Jackson; the sum of them was as follows:
The Hurricane, a large frigate, commanded by Lord Fitz-Ullin, being
detached from the fleet off * * * *, was cruising along the coast. It was
after midnight, and excessively dark, when the signals of enemies’ ships
were seen in shore; but of what description the vessels were, or in what
numbers, could not be even guessed. At length, the first breaking of dawn
beginning to render objects a little more definable, they perceived the
enemy consisted of no less a number than seven large, armed vessels.
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