Mr. Cavanagh threw up his hands, and with a deep groaning gasp sank
limp and insensible to the floor. His face was so ghastly that I
thought him dead. I sprang to his side, and kneeling down pressed my
ear to his breast. I could not hear his heart beat. With a moan of
agony I stood erect. I was shaking like a man in an ague--and for the
first time in my life fear took hold of me, sharp, senseless fear. My
mastering wish was to escape quickly and without being seen. Darting to
the door, I waited but to open it without sound, and then hurried
through the hall, thanking Providence in my heart that I still wore my
felt-soled shoes. No one hindered, no one saw me. In another second I
was out of the house, and seated in my waiting hansom.
"Marble Arch!" I muttered to the driver, "and quickly man, quickly, if
you wish to earn a double fare!"
When I reached the Marble Arch I was still panic-stricken and incapable
of coherent thought. I do not wish it to be supposed that I am in any
sense a craven. But this was the first great crisis of my career, and,
like certain brave soldiers I have read of who had fled from the field
during their first battle at the first fire, I was governed by an
overwhelming blind impulse impossible to withstand immediately. I
believe now that my excited imagination convinced me that I stood in
peril of being caught and hanged for murder. At any rate, it seemed
terribly necessary to hide myself, and adopt every conceivable
expedient to shake all possible pursuers off my trail. Running down
Oxford Street, I hailed the first cab I met and drove to London Bridge.
There I took another hansom and doubled back to Piccadilly Circus. A
third took me to Tottenham Court Road. A clock chimed two as I stepped
upon the footpath. I was a good deal calmer then, although still in a
wreck of jangling nerves. But I found that I could both control my
thoughts and think. I set off at once at a brisk walk towards Holborn,
growing more tranquil at every step. I racked my brain for a plan of
action. I felt that I must get out of England at once and start life
anew in some foreign land. Fear, you see, was still my tyrant. But how
to effect my purpose? I had only three pounds in the world, for the
cabs had run away with a sovereign. Bitterly I cursed my folly and the
panic which had prevented me from rifling Mr. Cavanagh's pockets. They
would have yielded me a golden harvest I doubted not! Of a sudden, as I
strode along, I caught sight of my reflection in a tailor's window. I
stopped short, shocked--horrified. I was still Sir William Dagmar to
the life! For two minutes I stood there paralyzed in body and mind,
then came a second inspiration. I swung on my heel and glanced about
me. The street was almost deserted, but a belated hansom was
approaching. I hailed the driver. "200 Harley Street," I cried and
sprang inside. I had given the fellow Sir Charles Venner's address. In
a very few minutes I was ringing at Sir Charles Venner's bell. After a
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