Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She was on her feet in an instant, but she was badly startled. For,
after all her reckonings, it was Justin—Justin, taking like herself his
short cut through the woods to his tea—Justin, whom she had not seen for
nearly a year—Justin, who was never going to speak to her again.
She gave him a wavering, frightened smile—a smile that deprecated its
own existence, that assured him that it held no graceless hint of
welcome or intimacy, that it continued merely as the only salutation
that the lips on which it trembled could at the moment attempt. And with
that faded again and left a white face whiter.
“Why, Laura!” repeated the miraculous Justin, in the kind, solemn voice
that had not altered for all her wickedness, for all the war.
She found hurried words in which to answer, excusing herself when there
was no need.
“I was going home. And I was late. So I came this way. I only stopped
for a moment—to pick the violets——”
She stooped for her basket, huddling into it all the little bunches that
lay on the grass. She was thankful to have a use for her betraying
hands.
He was watching her, but she did not know what he thought, for she was
afraid to look up and see. She had her basket filled too soon, and
thereupon she stood like a schoolgirl, not knowing what to say or do.
She moved a step or two at last, to enable him to give her good-bye and
go his way. But his way was hers, it seemed: and he walked beside her in
silence down the green grass lane, between the whispering, watching
trees. If he thought of his tea he thought also, I suppose that Mrs.
Cloud would keep it hot for him. He was quite right: his mother would
have kept it hot for him till the crack of doom. But it is just possible
that he did not think about his tea.
Laura’s eyes were decorously on the increasing circle of sky at the end
of the alley; yet with quick stolen glances now and then she gleaned
news of him. She thought he looked tired, older—a grey look.... She
thought he did not look well.... She disliked his yellowish clothes.
They did not suit him....
Well—at least she had seen him in his uniform.... She had not realized
before, she thought contradictorily, how jolly the ugly uniform could
look.... She thought how ordinary every other soldier she had seen would
look beside him.... She tried not to be ridiculously proud of him,
because she had no right, no right—to that exquisite pride.... She
thought that she had not been mistaken—there was no one in the world
like him....
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