Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They came to a footpath through the hazel underwood that ran at right
angles to the broad grass-way. She was sure he would make it his excuse
for leaving her if he did not want to talk. And how should he possibly
want to talk to her?... But Justin swung past the opening with no more
than a switch with his cane at the low-hanging catkins that sent the
pollen in clouds into the air. The target of sky still seemed a long way
off. Almost she could have wished that he had left her, the silence
oppressed her so. She supposed that she ought to talk to him about the
war.... Ridiculous phrases flitted through her head—‘How do you like the
trenches?’ ‘Do the guns make much noise?’—but she could think of no
sensible opening.
At last to her intense relief, for speech was always as much her
protection as silence was his, he opened his mouth.
“And how have you been rubbing along?” said Justin.
“Oh, all right,” said Laura. Then brilliantly: “Have you been all
right?”
“Oh, quite all right,” said Justin.
There was an interval for meditation.
“Miss Adela pretty fit?” enquired Justin.
“Oh, splendid,” said Laura.
“I should have called—but it’s such a short leave—I wish you’d
explain——”
“Oh, she quite understood,” said Laura too readily, and felt the
conversation sag in her hands like a caught cricket ball. She made an
effort.
“Have a decent crossing?” she hazarded.
“Quite decent,” said Justin.
“Oh—good!” said Laura.
They paused again.
Laura thought she would leave things to him: she knew by experience that
if he did not want to talk nothing would make him: she did not think he
was embarrassed, for he had always been too absorbed in himself to be
self-conscious: therefore, if he talked, it would have some
significance. She waited, passively curious; for the shock of meeting
him had, for the time, numbed her. She was as calm as is the heart of a
whirlwind.
And soon, as she expected, he explained himself.
“Mother’s been looking out for you,” he told her severely. “Why didn’t
you come? She says you always come on Tuesdays.”
‘Why didn’t you come?’ She threw up her hands over the denseness of his
Justinity, as she lied to him.
“Oh—I’m awfully sorry. I didn’t know—I mean I forgot. I mean—I’ve been
so fearfully busy this week.”
“What with?” he enquired.
“Oh, I don’t know,” said Laura.
“Well, if you can, you might look in tomorrow,” he decided. “You see, I
have to be out.”
She glanced up at him: glanced down again. And then, suddenly, all the
dry deadness of her heart broke, like the pope’s staff, into bud, into
little blossoms of laughter, delicate bell-flowers that rang out in a
thousand fairy carillons of healing mirth.
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