Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Not old Valentine of Green Gates? Oh, then you’re one of the new
grandchildren! Of course. Oh, I know all about you now. But I
thought—didn’t some one say——?” Before he realized that he must check
himself he had blurted out his perplexity. “But I thought your mother
was dead.” Then, horrified at himself—“that is—I mean to say—of course
it can’t be the same——” and so stopped helplessly.
She made no reply: gave no sign at all that she had even heard him: only
leant motionless against the wall of hay as if some heavy, invisible
blow had pinned her there. And he, pitying her, swearing at himself for
his inadvertence, sat uncomfortably through the silence that had fallen
upon them, fidgeting with his pockets, wishing that he could think of
something to say to her.
He began at last, tentatively, ingratiatingly—
“I say, Laura! I say——”
She lifted her head and looked at him, searchingly, as one looks at the
last link in a chain, in a chain of circumstantial evidence that began
far away with medicine and little white shawls; with black sashes and a
whispering nurse, and the visit to Gran’papa Valentine. She fingered
those links, one by one, recognizing, testing them, and so arrived at
last at the big, worried boy sitting by her in the hay.
“Mother is dead,” she said to him, in a voice that was entirely
unemotional. She was confirming his statement, not questioning it.
“Oh, you know—perhaps—I daresay I muddled names—made a mistake,” he
suggested, because he could not help it. And knew well enough that he
had made none.
“Buried?”
“Oh, well—surely you must understand——” He was distressed. He did not
know how to phrase his answers.
“There was poor Ben——” Her voice quivered. He could not know that she
was re-living a memory, stumbling once more, as she played in the long
grass behind the chicken-run, upon her little old dog who had been
missing for two long days. She remembered her delight, and then her
sudden terror, and the gardener, coming with his big spade. Mother had
been within call. Mother had allayed that grief. Yet Laura had never
quite forgotten the poor stiffened body and the tiny swarming ants.
And now Mother....
She was taken with a fit of shuddering. The dry-eyed sobs that a child
should not know shook her pitilessly.
Justin, wishing desperately that he had his own infallible mother at
hand to whom to surrender a situation that was beyond him, did his
kindly best.
“It’s all right, you know,” he found himself assuring her earnestly.
“It’s really all right. I know—I know—it’s most beastly luck. But it’s
all right——”
He broke off. He might have been the monotonous rain for all the notice
she took of him.
He began afresh—
“Laura,” then, with an effort, “dear old thing—I say, you know, you must
pull yourself together.” He put his hand on her arm, drawing away her
fingers from her face.
She yielded indifferently, letting him do as he pleased.
He had an inspiration.
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