Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They fit too well, complement each other too perfectly. I foresee
complications. Suppose—only suppose—that, nicely adjusted as their ages
are with seven years between them in the love season, there should yet
be a hitch? She, as girls do, may have grown in a day, an hour, in the
swiftness of a handshake, into a woman: have entered into that heritage
of knowledge, and instinct that is more than knowledge, that Lilith
willed her, and Helen perfected, and Rachel and Monica, Grizel and
Mother Goose, have all passed on: while he? Suppose that he does not
grow up at all? I only say, suppose! I have not as yet an idea of how
the story develops. We are still groping for our hero—don’t even know if
he were short or tall.
What have you fancied, of all possible types? You must distinguish, you
know, between the Justin of Laura’s fantasy, Jupiter Tonans when he is
not Tom-Fool, and the Justin of sheer fact, who, worthy man, has not the
imagination to be either. You must not protest. He is, as Laura and his
mother are fond of agreeing, a dear, an utter dear, if you like (I never
know which face is the prettier to watch as they say it) but
imaginative, never! Not, at least, as far as the story has run. We are
discussing the middle of the book by now, have hurried on so, shall have
to go back to our beginnings soon. Let us hope people will not find it
confusing. Not, I repeat, dear solemn man, with one lonely spark of
imagination—and little enough humour. Collaborator, he positively must
not have a sense of humour or he would never collect birds’ eggs. And it
is essential, as you will see later, that he should collect birds’
eggs—with passion. We were saying that he possibly does not grow-up at
all. ‘Grow’ would perhaps be the better word, for, in a sense he has
been, at every age, definitely grown-up; has indeed, except for the
birds’ eggs, never been youthful. There are some early photographs....
(No, there are none of Laura—she was a high-tempered child. She sat
still once for love of a non-existent canary, but you did not deceive
her twice.) But Justin ‘took’ beautifully. In all the innumerable
pictures his bright squirrel of a mother never tired of showing Laura,
he is exactly the same. Justin with rattle: Justin enjoying his toe:
Justin with spade and pail and a seascape: Justin with blazer and bat:
Justin and a smudge of moustache: Justin aggressively clean-shaven:
Justin at any age from three to thirty; but never the incipient Justin,
the developing Justin, never grub and chrysalis and moth, but Justin
Homunculus, Justin in enlargement, never Justin in growth.
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