Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Tidying (she called it tidying!) this delectable wardrobe that day, what
should Laura come upon but a fat bundle which, deposited with the dumb
eloquence of a retriever on Mrs. Cloud’s lap, was deprived of its
elastic band and displayed to her as a sheaf of reports—Justin’s reports
at his preparatory school. She was allowed to go through them, and
because she could not help wheedling explanations out of a particularly
busy Mrs. Cloud, to read to herself a few, a very few, of Justin’s
letters home. Here was literature indeed! There was Shakespeare, no
doubt: there was the _B. O. P._ There was Louisa Alcott and Sir Thomas
Malory; but what were such scribblers then to Laura reading Justin’s
letters home?
To top that revelation came _Stalky and Co._ for a birthday present.
Naturally she dreamed of going to school herself. In that mood Aunt
Adela surprised her, and, striking while the iron was hot, settled
matters with her, with her own friend, and with Papa, who wrote, in grim
silence, the necessary cheques. He had never approved of boarding
schools for his women-folk.
Neither did Laura. The door of the prim drawing-room had not closed
behind Aunt Adela, she had barely rubbed Aunt Adela’s farewells from her
cheeks, before she had realized that she had been trapped again, that
she hadn’t intended to go to school, that she would never meet _Beetle_
at ‘The Laburnums,’ and that she was stuck there for a term at least,
because, when there is a chance that they may be read by Mrs. Cloud who
would tell Justin, one does not fill one’s letters home with
supplications and lamentings. Justin never once said that he wanted to
come back!... Finally, she was going to be horribly homesick....
She was. She was put into the lowest class and she hated every one.
Exile, of the body or of the mind, always roused, and always will rouse
in her, I think, a bitter, ardent devil, that, when she was a child, was
completely beyond her comprehension or control. She, who was all for
peace and pleasantry and quiet life, found herself involved in wars and
rumours of wars, in quarrels and injustice and defiances, that stamped
themselves heavily, like a blind pattern, upon a solid background of
nostalgia, so that she spent her days, like any cat, fighting and
dreaming.
She endured for a full term: packed, in spite of protests, all her
property at the end of it: bade a polite and final farewell to a
bewildered head-mistress, and then came home again. Once there, she
refused to budge.
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