Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Perhaps she did not try hard, or if she did, for love of the argument
rather than the man. She was still young enough to believe that argument
is a kind of spy-glass into a neighbour’s mind instead of a cracked
mirror that distorts your own. Growing bored, she had lapsed into a mere
listener, except when he annoyed her. But he, finding her passivity even
more provocative than her temper, could not leave her alone, and when
she refused Justin’s proposals and he heard of it, fell upon her with
enthusiastic indignation.
“You know, I can’t make you out!” Oliver prided himself on understanding
women. “What made you stuff up Justin with all that rot? You’re not a
fool. You know what you can do. ‘No real talent!’ What are you driving
at? That’s what I want to know.”
Laura studied her morning’s work. It was slight enough. The sky was
white, the hills were blue, and cypresses pierced the all-pervading haze
of the olive groves; but Italy—Italy—was warm in every loving line of
it. She realized, as she looked at it, how nearly Oliver was justified;
but her only answer was a queer little fleeting smile. Sometimes it was
difficult to resist Oliver. She knew exactly how he felt. She believed
that that was why he annoyed her—she saw in him all the tendencies she
tried to repress in herself. Here, but for the grace of—she hardly knew
what—went Laura Valentine! It made her brusque with him and impatient,
yet always, as I say, with a queer accompanying smile that Oliver
misinterpreted. He misinterpreted it now. He thought she wanted
encouraging. He warmed to her.
“My dear girl! You’ve got to believe in yourself. One must. I do. People
won’t give you sixpences for your stuff if you insist it’s not worth
tuppence—and after all, one’s out for sixpences! You’ve got to be sure
of yourself—so sure that you never even think of it. I am. But to sit
there as you do and brood over whether you’re any good——”
Again that queer smile came and went as Laura worked and listened, and
again it had its effect, its odd, exciting effect upon Oliver. He felt
generous, affectionate, expansive. He felt that he would do anything to
help the dear girl....
“Should _I_ be likely to back you up?” he demanded—“if I weren’t sure?
Haven’t I wallowed in art students? But you—” he flung out dramatic
hands—“look at those two things! Isn’t your stuff up to mine? Of course!
And d’you know why? The technique—excuse my saying so——” (the artist in
him, the realest thing in him, was coming out again) “the technique
is—oh, unlawful! utterly! but——” his hand came down heavily on her
shoulder—“Oh, damn you, woman, there’s religion in it!” cried Oliver.
“I’ll never get that. Oh, I don’t mean Church of England.”
Laura was no longer staring at her drawing. He was interesting her at
last.
“What is it you put in?”
He shook at her impatiently as he stood behind her. There was real
passion in his voice.
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