I was in my sixth year before I understood the meaning of the word
"blind." Up to that time, I had romped and played with other children,
climbed trees, jumped ditches, accepting bumps and bruises as part of
the game, and having no sense of fear, since some child always held my
hand. In fact, in those days, all the children held each other's hands,
and it was easier going, so. Is it not a pity that, in later life, we
feel so self-reliant we are unwilling to admit that the way could often
be made easier if we resorted to the childish game of holding hands, and
moved forward together as we faced the more serious struggles of life.
My first realization of the meaning of blindness came when, one day,
after hearing some people call me "poor child," and expressing their
sympathy to my mother, I asked if we were very poor, poorer than my
playmates, and why I could not go to school. My mother explained that we
were no poorer than the others, that the ladies did not mean it in that
way, but were sorry that I could not see and did not think I could ever
go to school. But my mother assured me that I was going to school, and
that there I would learn to see with my fingers, better than the ladies
did with their eyes. My childish mind was aroused then, and I asked
every one what it meant to see, and soon realized that I did not know
what "seeing" really was, at least, not in the sense the other children
used the word. I was filled with wonder, since my world had hitherto
seemed so complete--I heard things, or felt things, or smelled things,
and was satisfied--and yet there was another medium of knowledge
entirely unknown to me, and until then unnecessary. How eagerly I looked
forward to the time when I should learn to see and my heart was filled
with childish rapture on the day when I entered the school for the blind
at Berkeley. My first question, on meeting the Superintendent, was, "are
you going to teach me to see?" How well he performed this task, how
wisely he guided my childish feet, how carefully he developed my eager
mind, stimulated my ambition, and renewed my faltering courage, I did
not realize until I was called upon to face life, with its trials and
opportunities. And here, where his work is so well known, I wish to pay
my tribute of love and gratitude to Dr. Warring Wilkinson. He was my
great-hearted, great-souled teacher, father and friend.
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