Yes, I am beginning to remember now. There used to be sunsets. And then
there were great yellow lights. And one went in behind them through a
swinging door.
BILL
Yes, yes, Jim. That was the Blue Bear down at Wimbledon.
JIM
Yes, and the room was all full of golden light. And there was beer with
light in it, and some would be spilt on the counter and there was light
in that too. And there was a girl standing there with yellow hair.
She'd be the other side of that door now, with lamplight in her hair
among the angels, and the old smile on her lips if one of them chaffed
her, and her pretty teeth a-shining. She would be very near the throne;
there was never any harm in Jane.
BILL
No, there was never any 'arm in Jane, Jim.
JIM
Oh, I don't want to see the angels, Bill. But if I could see Jane again
(_points in direction of laugh_) he might laugh as much as he cared to
whenever I wanted to cry. You can't cry here, you know, Bill.
BILL
You shall see her again, Jim.
[_Jim takes no interest in this remark; he lowers his eyes and goes
on with his work._
BILL
Jim, you shall see her again. You want to get into Heaven, don't you?
JIM (_not raising his eyes_)
Want!
BILL
Jim. Do you know what I've got, Jim?
[_Jim makes no answer, goes on wearily with his work._
BILL
You remember those iron safes, Jim, how we used to knock them open like
walnuts with "Old Nut-cracker"?
JIM (_at work, wearily_)
Empty again.
BILL
Well, I've got Old Nut-cracker. I had him in my hand at the time, and
they let me keep him. They thought it would be a nice proof against me.
JIM
Nothing is any good here.
BILL
I'll get in to Heaven, Jim. And you shall come with me because you
taught me a livelihood. I couldn't be happy there, like those angels,
if I knew of anyone being outside. I'm not like that.
[_Jim goes on with his work._
BILL
Jim, Jim. You'll see Jane there.
JIM
You'll never get through those gates, Bill. You'll never do it.
BILL
They're only gold, Jim. Gold's soft like lead. Old Nut-cracker would do
it if they were steel.
JIM
You'll never do it, Bill.
[_Bill puts a rock against the gates, stands on it to reach the lock
and gets to work on the lock. A good instrument to use is an
egg-whipper. Jim goes on wearily with his work. As Bill works away,
fragments and golden screws begin to fall on the floor._
BILL
Jim! Old Nut-cracker thinks nothing of it. It's just like cheese to old
Nut-cracker.
JIM
They won't let you do it, Bill.
BILL
They don't know what I've got. I'm getting through it like cheese, Jim.
JIM
Suppose it's a mile thick. Suppose it's a million miles thick. Suppose
it's a hundred million miles thick.
BILL
Can't be, Jim. These doors are meant to open outward. They couldn't do
that if they were more than four inches at the most, not for an
Archbishop. They'd stick.
JIM
You remember that great safe we broke open once, what had coal in it.
BILL
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