Cuckoo repeated the words steadily, but like a parrot. The doctor said
nothing, only looked at her and at the photograph. He was thinking now
of his suspicion as to Valentine's sanity. Had he, perhaps in his
madness, been playing on the ignorance of the lady of the feathers?
She went on:
"It was on the night he told me all that. I couldn't understand what he
is and what he's doing. And he said that the real Valentine had gone. And
then he said--'I am Marr.'"
"The real Valentine gone. Yes," said the doctor, gravely, "that is true.
Does he then know that he is--?" "Mad" was on his lips, but he checked
himself.
"What else did he say that night?" he asked. "Can you remember? If you
succeed, you may help Julian."
Cuckoo frowned till her long, broad eyebrows nearly met. The grimace gave
her the aspect of a sinister boy, bold and audacious. For she protruded
her under lip, too, and the graces of ardent feeling, of pain and of
passion, died out of her eyes. But this abrupt and hard mask was only
caused by the effort she was making after thought, after understanding.
She pressed her feet upon the ground, and the toes inside her worn shoes
curved themselves inwards. What had Valentine said? What--what? She
stared dully at the doctor under her corrugated brows.
"What did he say?" she murmured in an inward voice, "Well--he didn't want
me to see you. He came here about that--my seeing you."
"Yes."
"And--and Marr's not dead, he says, at least not done with. Yes, that was
it--he says as no strong man who's lived long's done with when he's put
away. See?"
Her face lighted up a little. She was beginning to trust her memory.
"The influence of men lives after them," the doctor said. "Marr's too.
Yes. He said that?"
She nodded. Then with a flash of understanding, a flash of that
smouldering power which she had felt in loneliness and longed to tear
out from its prison, she cried:
"That's it. That's how he's Marr, then."
She hesitated.
"Isn't it?" she said, flushing with the thought that she might be showing
herself a fool. For she scarcely understood what she really meant.
"Valentine, no longer himself, but endowed with the influence of Marr,"
the doctor muttered; "she means that he told her something like that.
The phantasy of an unsteady brain."--"Go on," he added to her.
But Cuckoo was relapsing into confusion already.
"And then he talked a lot about will, as he called it. Can't remember
what he said."
"Try to."
She was silent, knitting her brows.
"It's no use. I can't," she said, despairingly. "But I know he says that
he's really Marr and that he's killed Valentine. He said that; I know he
did."
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