what was she? Julian tried to hug and soothe himself in the unworthy
remembrance of Cuckoo's monotonous life and piteous deeds, to reinstate
himself in contented animalism by thoughts of the animalism of this
priestess! He laughed aloud under the stars, but the laugh rang hollow.
He could not reinstate himself. He could only wearily repeat, "What the
devil's come over Cuckoo?" with an iteration of dull, moody petulance.
A hansom suddenly pulled up beside him and a voice called:
"Julian! Julian, where are you coming from?"
It was Valentine. He was muffled in a fur coat, and stretched himself
over the wooden apron to attract his friend's attention.
"I have been to your rooms," he continued. "Don't you remember we had
arranged to dine together?"
Julian looked at him without animation.
"I had forgotten it," he answered.
"Your memory is becoming very treacherous," Valentine said. "Where are
you off to? Get in. I will drive you."
"I hadn't any plan," Julian said, getting into the cab.
"Drive to the Savoy," Valentine called to the cabman. "I want some
supper," he added.
"I can't come in. I'm not dressed."
"We will have a private room, then. Have you dined?"
"I? No."
Valentine looked at him narrowly.
"Have you been in the Marylebone Road again?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I don't know."
The answer was the bald truth. In making it Julian experienced a slight
feeling of relief. He was putting into words the vagueness that perplexed
him. He wondered why he did go to see Cuckoo.
"But you must know. You must have a reason," said Valentine.
"If I have I don't know what it is. I wish you would tell me, old
fellow."
"I can't supply you with reasons for all your actions."
"And I can't supply myself with reasons for any of them," Julian said
slowly. The words were leading him to a dawning wonder at his own way of
life, a dawning desire to know if there were really any reasons for the
things he did. But Valentine did not accept the reply as satisfactory. On
the contrary, it evidently irritated him still more, for he said with
unusual warmth:
"Your reason for dropping your engagements, throwing me over and
wasting my evenings is quite obvious. The blessed damozel of the
feathers is attractive to you. Her freshness captivates you. Her
brilliant conversation entertains you. She is the powdered and
painted reason of these irrelevant escapades."
"Don't sneer at her, Val."
The words came quickly, like a bolt. Valentine frowned, and a deepening
suspicion flashed in his eyes.
"I did not think you were so easily flattered," he continued.
"Flattered?"
"Yes. Cuckoo Bright admires you, and you go to number 400 to smell the
rather rank fumes of the incense which she burns at your shrine."
"Nonsense!" Julian cried warmly.
"What other reason can you have? She has no beauty; she has no
conversation, no gaiety, no distinction, no manners--she has nothing.
She is nothing."
"Ah, it's there you're wrong."
"Wrong!"
"When you say she is nothing."
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