Julian stared at him with strong excitement.
"And what are you, then, Valentine? Where do you come from?" he said
slowly.
"From Marr."
The words came from the divan, from the dry lips of Cuckoo. Doctor
Levillier knew not why, but he was thrilled to the very soul by them,
as by a revelation throwing strong light upon the depths of things.
Whether it was the influence of this strange scented room, in which
strange things had happened, or the influence of the hour and the
climax and death of the year, or a voice in his heart speaking to him
with authority, he could not tell. Only he knew that on a sudden all
his guiding reason, all his knowledge, all his cool contemplation of
the physician and common sense of the man, were swept entirely away.
His theory of insanity seemed in a moment the theory of a dwarf
intellect trying to stick wretched, absurd pins through angels--white
or black--that it thought butterflies. His conversation with Cuckoo on
the Hampstead Heights seemed the vain babble of a tricked and impotent
observer. His mind fell on its knees before the mind of the lady of the
feathers. Reason was stricken by instinct. The confused feeling of the
woman had conquered the logical inferences of the man. From that moment
the doctor secretly abandoned the old landmarks which had guided him all
his life, and entered into a new world--a world in which he would not
have dreamed of permitting any of his patients to walk if he could help
it. A strange magic floated round him like a mist blotting out the crude
familiarities of the normal world. The tentroom, with its shadowy tulips,
its scented warmth, its pale twilight, its quick silences when voices
ceased, was a temple of wonder and a home of the miraculous. And those
gathered in it, what were they? Men and a woman? Bodies? Earthly
creatures? No. To his mind they were stripped bare of the clothes in
which man--governed by decrees of some hidden power--must make his life
pilgrimage. They were stripped bare and naked of their bodies. They were
warm, stirring, disembodied things--they were flames leaping, waving,
contending, aspiring. And he remembered the night when he sat alone in
the drawing-room of Valentine, and saw the red walls glow, and the light
deepen, and saw the stillness grow to movement, and the shadows come away
from their background, and take forms--the forms of flames. Was that
night a night of prophesy? Were those flames silent voices speaking
to the ear of his mind? He looked around him like a man in a strange
country, who takes a long breath and liberates his soul in wonder. He
looked around, and the shadowy, thin girl leaning forward on the divan,
with one arm outstretched as if she gave a message, was among the other
flames as a flame upon an altar. At least his instinct had not played
him false with regard to her. He knew it now. In the wild and sad
streets, where feet of men tread ever, where tears of women flow ever,
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