grow flowers of Paradise, strange flowers, leap flames from the eternal
fires of heaven. And the voice of Cuckoo thrilled him as the voice of
revelation.
Valentine turned upon the lady of the feathers, hearing her cry.
"Marr!" he said, "your lover who died! Ah!"
The brutality of the remark was so unexpected, so savage, that it struck
all those who heard it like a whip. Cuckoo shrank back among her cushions
trembling. Julian made a slight forward movement as if to stop Valentine.
The doctor laid his hands on the arms of his chair and pressed them hard.
He felt a need of physical energy. In the sudden silence Valentine
touched the electric bell. Before any one spoke it was answered by Wade,
who carried a tray on which stood various bottles and glasses.
"We must counteract the exciting effects of our _café noir_," Valentine
said, addressing his guests in a group. "Otherwise we shall be strung
up to a pitch of tension that will make us think the requiem of church
bells, which we shall hear in a few minutes, the voices of spirits or
of spectres. Julian, here is your absinthe. What will you drink, Miss
Bright? Brandy, lemonade, whiskey?"
"Lemonade, please," Cuckoo said, almost in a whisper.
The tears were crowding in her eyes. She dared not look Julian in the
face. Never before had her past risen up before her painted in such grim
and undying colours. The reprise of Valentine had been as the reprise of
a Maxim gun to a volley fired by a child from an air-tube. So Cuckoo
felt. But how greatly was she deceived! Perhaps physical conditions
played a subtle part in the terrible desolation that seized her now,
after her outburst of daring and of excitement. The warmth and smallness
of the room, the penetrating scent that filled it, even the movements
of her companions, the sound of their voices, suddenly became almost
insupportable to Cuckoo. She was the victim of a reaction that was so
swift and so intense as to be unnatural. And in it both her mind and body
were bound in chains. Then she was petrified. Her very heart felt cold
and cramped, and then hard, icy, inhuman. Her tears did not fall, but
were dried up in her eyes, like dew by a scorching sun. She looked at
Julian, and felt as indifferent towards him as if he had been a shadow on
the grass in the evening time. Then he became remote, with a removedness
attained by no shadow even. For a shadow is in the world, and Julian
seemed beyond the world to Cuckoo. She thought, even repeated, with
tiny lip-movements, the cruel words of Valentine, and they seemed to her
no longer cruel, or of any meaning, bad or good. For they came from too
far away. They were as a cry of shrill music from a cave leagues onward
beyond the caves of any winds.
Valentine poured out some lemonade and gave it to her. She accepted it
mechanically. She even put it to her lips and drank some of it. But her
palate was aware of no flavour, no coolness of liquid. And she continued
sipping without tasting anything.
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