Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
The strong, onward-bearing current seemed at once to set in that
direction; thus, he became aware that his wish, his desire, governed the
current; heretofore he had drifted aimlessly—having no body to
control—and failing to comprehend that the spirit could be directed. The
knowledge came to him as does that which we call intuition—which is
nothing more nor less than spiritual understanding—that his wish
controlled the spirit, as his desire had governed the body.
We often hear the departed spoken of as the “shade;” he found that upon
which he now gazed quite the reverse; a luminosity—outlining a charming
vagueness—a suggestion of the beautiful rather than a fact. The reality
never yet possessed the lure for man which suggestion holds; there was a
delusion of starry eyes, flowing hair, lips glowing with the enticement
of kisses, like the bewilderment of an entrancing dream; a seeming vague
roundness of form, which was but a figment of the desire.
Warm and languorous grew the compelling current; fear fell away, a mad
desire for possession taking its place. His gaze seemed fixed upon the
entrancing vision. He was almost within the portal when a shudder ran
through his spirit as a chill goes through the body; a sudden wavering
of the spiritual vision, then—an appalled shrinking.
The dismay caused a quick turning of the onward-bearing force, which
shot him out into the darkness; the door closed behind him, and his
intelligence collapsed for a brief space of time.
That which had so frightened him was an abysmal pit, filled with
fighting, struggling fiends, each bearing a horrible impress of his
particular sin stamped upon his pain-distorted, shadowy semblance of a
human face, in characters as legible as words upon a written page. Their
sins continually mocked them; all their evil desires remained,
accentuated by their inability to gratify the evil propensities. His
most poignant fright was caused by recognizing many whom he had known in
the material life, who had stood high in the world’s esteem, and had
worn a cloak of superior sanctity.
Helplessly he floated on; in his awful collapse he was unable to will
his course—if indeed he had known any course or destination. The awful,
crowding shadows seemed to bear him with them; he thought that he had
escaped them, yet here they were, and he was again but one of a
gruesome, soundless throng.
He soon recovered from his fright, and was carried forward, if not more
hopefully, yet more resignedly, and thus he came to another door;
inscribed thereon in mellow radiance was this legend, “Knock, and it
shall be opened unto you.”
With a thrill he remembered his earthly teaching. He drew near in fear
and awe—he thought to gently knock. Alas! Hands he had not!
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