Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
He looked back with positive longing to the hard work, and consequent
weariness; from bodily fatigue rest had been sweet; but the unending
spiritual lassitude of eternity was terrible to contemplate. A sad,
reproachful thought wave met his pessimistic, spiritual cry; with shame
and terror, he felt that the Perfect One saw all his discontent and
rebellion—still he could not but wonder. Had all these placid souls been
as easily swayed while in the body, as they were in the spirit? Their
very sweetness and complaisance exasperated him; he thought, with a very
human perverseness, that he should like to see one of them get angry, so
as to get up a little excitement; instead, they were as sweet as the
dripping sap of the budding maple, and—as insipid. Things and persons
can be too good. Better a thunderstorm and a purified atmosphere than a
sultry, lifeless day.
The exasperation grew upon him. The thought wave from his companion was
like a perpetual sigh; a curious blending of the wish to adore, and the
desire to be loved. He felt the reproach of the myriad souls who brushed
him with filmy wings. Sad reproof fell upon him from Him seated over
all.
Waves of love and adoration rose and fell on the soft, enervating air,
like strains of languid music, the perfect rhythm madly suggestive to
him of the sweetness and longing of human love. This love of his
companion spirit revolted him; it was like a draught of tepid water to
the traveler dying of heat and thirst; her thought wave had the effect
of clinging hands, which would not let him go, and he grew almost to
hate her.
As they once more came around that endless circle he saw the door
sliding noiselessly open, a spirit was for an instant outlined against
the darkness without; the door had already commenced to close; he madly
broke away from the compelling current of the She, who would have held
him. His consciousness felt her despairing cry breaking the placidity of
that spiritual atmosphere, as the tornado sweeps the ocean, lashing it
into frightful waves.
The All Seeing looked at him with awful wrath and majesty. He but sped
the faster. The door was closing rapidly; he forgot the terrors of the
darkness without—he forgot the multitude of drifting souls, and their
horrible contact—he forgot that he knew not where he should go in all
that limitless gloom; he strove madly to reach the door ere it closed,
to once more shut him into that horrible inactivity, and forced
semblance of adoration.
He reached the door—yet a little space open; the guardian angel paused
in amazement—it sufficed. He darted through; but instead of floating off
on the magnetic current as he had expected, he plunged downward—down,
down, down! Would he never reach a resting-place?
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