Floating Fancies among the Weird and the OccultHolmes, Clara H.
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Floating Fancies among the Weird and the Occult
Holmes, Clara H.
American fiction -- 19th century; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, American
It is hard to tell what were Arthur’s sensations; everything seemed so
strange. He was told that these were his rooms; he had no recollection
of ever having seen them until the morning when he opened his eyes on
the physician’s face. Even the language sounded strange to him, though
in a hazy way he knew what was meant; it was as though the sounds had
been imprinted upon the brain by some other intelligence; as a picture
is sensitized upon the plate by one artist for another artist’s use. The
business so often mentioned to him, seemed like a hazy dream; something
of which some other person being cognizant, had conveyed to him in a
far-off manner, an impression of his knowledge. In the same way he knew
that he was expected to love Edith; but there was a vague, elusive
intuition of some actual affinity, a feeling which he could not shake
off, and by which he knew that whatever of feeling he possessed for
Edith was as the shadow to the real. This hazy something, which was not
knowledge, nor yet a dream, strained his mental capacity in a vain
effort after solution. He restlessly tried to gather up the threads of
that which seemed to him a new life.
As Gus was vice-president of the bank everything went on smoothly; but
he felt greatly annoyed at Arthur’s complete indifference when he wished
to consult with him upon important business:
“You just manage everything, Gus, until I feel more like business.”
“You will have to pull yourself together, old man;” answered Gus,
regarding him with troubled gaze.
No sooner had Gus left the room than all signs of languidness
disappeared; he muttered angrily to himself; he paced up and down the
floor; he tore the books from the shelves in frantic desire for
something which would enlighten him on these things which seemed so hazy
and bewildering; he threw the book he was holding from him in an excess
of rage. Letters and words had a strangely familiar look, and yet—the
mental strain was fearful—it was like hunting for faces whose lineaments
were long since forgotten; like trying to decipher a faded picture
imprinted in dim ink by some person unknown; and feeling, withal, that a
perfect understanding of the dim lights and shadows was expected.
That which gave him a still more restless pain was that other
tantalizing consciousness which eluded him, though almost touching his
memory. Every hour when alone was feverishly employed in trying to
recall that which seemed to him like a lost treasure. He listened to
every scrap of conversation, he watched the expression of every face,
the gestures of every person. A sentence which puzzled him he would
repeat over and over again, until he had fixed it firmly in his mind;
then the full meaning was hunted out as soon as he was alone.
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