Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
To prosecute our search, we must assume the power of looking more
closely into the heart of Flora than she has ever looked herself, and to
trace her actions to their source, as she never has dreamed of tracing
them.
Flora was the beloved and only child of a devoted Christian. From her
birth she had been the subject of many prayers, and religion had been
instilled into her mind from the time when she could first lisp the name
of the Saviour. Great had been the delight of her tender mother to see
the first dawnings of religious perception in the mind of her child.
Great was her pride, if one so meek could be proud, to mark the pleasure
taken by Flora in her Bible; who can wonder if she did not closely
analyze whether that pleasure arose from a desire to win her smile, or
simple love of the truth! Flora was gifted by nature with a sweet and
easy temper, and in the secluded life which she led there was seldom
anything to ruffle it. She had also a warm affectionate heart, and as
its tenderness was lavished upon her mother, duties toward her were
regarded as delights--Flora pleased herself in pleasing her parent.
One of the strongest features in Flora’s character was the love of
approbation; and carefully guarded as she ever had been from any
influence that could injure her, this passion, often so dangerous, so
fatal, ever wore the semblance of virtue. It was so charming to be
loved and admired; to be praised by the clergyman, looked up to by the
poor, considered as a model of piety and charity! Flora was little
aware that, in her life of seclusion, love of variety, necessity for
occupation, desire to find some object of interest, might suffice to
lead her to the dwellings of the poor, without any higher motive. She
would have been startled to have been told how much of vanity mingled
with her benevolent zeal. She had a floating idea, just in itself, but
injurious in its effect on her mind, that woman never looks so heavenly
fair as when engaged in offices of mercy; she had a consciousness that
her own delicate loveliness never showed to greater advantage than when
contrasted with squalid poverty and sickly age; and when others compared
her to a seraph or a sunbeam, the words which brought the soft colour to
her cheek and the modest disclaimer to her lips, were by no means
distasteful to her heart, nor were they altogether condemned by her
secret judgment.
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