Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
"These are the evil thoughts that have haunted thy heart ever since thy
mind opened to knowledge--thoughts of pride, thoughts of covetousness,
of malice, envy, and impurity. Thou didst think them gone for ever,
like the track of a vessel through the waves, or of a vulture through
the air; but they live in the sight of the Omniscient, before whom the
past and the future form but one infinite present."
I hen Futtey Sing wrung his hands in despair. "Who then can say, I have
made my heart clean?" he exclaimed; "where is the being who is faultless
before God? In vain shall we seek for the righteous upon earth; there
is none who is holy, none!" And from the dome above, and from the earth
beneath, a hollow echo repeated "_None!_"
"Behold here!" cried Truth, and she touched the wan, and the face of the
marble was changed to glass, and a wide mirror appeared before them.
"If thou wouldst know more, look into this, and see some of thy sins of
_omission_!"
Then the mirror became crowded with figures; and though his eyes ached
as he gazed, the Rajah could not choose but look. Fast scene succeeded
to scene, and each shot a pang through his heart. He saw evils that he
had winked at--duties that he had overlooked--the proud oppressing the
weak--the hand of the magistrate closing on the bribe--the quiet,
uncomplaining poor left to suffer neglected, while idle mendicants
absorbed the stream of charity which should have flowed to bless them!
Futtey Sing often had dwelt with complacence on the good which he had
done: he started to behold how much he had left undone. He groaned and
hid his face in his hands.
"Thou hast beheld some of thy sins of _omission_," cried Truth; "shall I
now show thee the sins which thou hast committed?"
"No, no!" exclaimed the Rajah; "I have seen enough, and too much! I
have seen enough to humble me in dust and ashes--to make me know myself
blind, wretched, and guilty! Why," he continued, bitterly, "why hast
thou come to break my peace--to poison my happiness in the very temple
which I have erected to the Deity? Mean and polluted it may be, but
still it hath been raised to his honour."
"Is God then enthroned in this temple?" replied Truth. "It cannot be,
or the presence of divine purity would have purified even it.
Self-deceiver! thou standest now in the centre of the temple--thou
standest at the foot of the shrine; lift up thine eyes and behold the
object of thy worship--behold the Idol which thou hast adored all thy
days!"
Futtey Sing glanced up; the pedestal was lofty--on image of clay was on
the summit. He saw the idol, and he knew it; he saw the effigy of
himself, dressed in the robes of his pride, and he fell on his face with
a cry.
"To exalt self have thy good deeds been performed--to exalt self has
been the motive of thy actions--to exalt self has been the object of thy
life! And will the Supreme see His rightful throne in the heart given to
another? Will not His lightning strike down the idol?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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