Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
"My child--my own child--I would give my life’s blood to render you
happy!" Mrs. Vernon took the cold hand of Flora, and pressed it
convulsively to her heart. "But I cannot--I dare not--trust you to one
who is not treading the same path towards heaven: I cannot--dare
not--let you break the command which bids our unions be ’_only in the
Lord_.’"
"You will refuse your consent?" exclaimed Flora, starting to her feet,
and gazing on her mother with a look of wild dismay.
"Oh, God help me!--God guide me!" murmured the unhappy parent, pressing
her hand tightly over her brow.
"You will refuse your consent?" repeated Flora, more wildly and
passionately than before. "Mother, mother! you know not what you are
doing!--you may break my heart, you may lay me in my grave; but"--her
manner suddenly changed to one of clinging, confiding affection, as she
sank at the feet of her mother, and looked imploringly up into her
face--"but you will not, dear mother, you will not; you will let us be
happy together. When you see him--when you know him--all these terrible
doubts will pass quite away; you will look on him as I look--you will
love him: only wait till he comes--till to-morrow."
"To-morrow! is he coming?" gasped the lady.
"Mother, dearest mother, you are trembling!"
"Oh, this is a very, very bitter cup! God give me strength to drink
it," exclaimed the widow.
"He will bring sunshine with him; he will plead his own cause--"
"Thankful, most deeply, profoundly thankful will I be, Flora, if he can
indeed satisfy my mind that he is a faithful servant of our divine
Master! I can pass over minor differences--the outer garb of
religion--the forms which man hath appointed--we may hold various
opinions here, and yet be one in the Lord. But if I find that my fears
are but too true--that Sir Amery, gifted and noble as he is, has chosen
a path of his own, which is not the narrow one which leadeth alone unto
life; that he rests upon a hope of his own, which is not trust in the
merits of his Saviour; that he has formed a standard of his own, which
is not the standard of the Word of Truth; whatever grief, whatever
anguish it may cost me, my duty is plain before me--I must not resign
the treasure committed by God to my charge to the keeping of one who is
not His disciple."
And so they parted, the mother and the daughter, and many and bitter
were the tears which wet their pillows that night. Mrs. Vernon sought
and found relief in prayer--Flora, in thoughts of him whose idolized
image stood between her and the light of Heaven.
*CHAPTER XII.*
*DECISION.*
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