Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
Had the idea been suggested to Sir Amery that his suit for the hand of
Flora would meet with opposition in her home, he would have smiled at it
as something more improbable than the wildest flights of his fancy; but
the thought that such opposition might be dangerous, nay,
successful--that his hopes might be blighted, his happiness marred, and
that by an instrument so feeble as the conscientious scruples of a
merchant’s widow--such thought would have been at once dismissed from
his mind as beyond the bounds of possibility. When, therefore, the
anxious, trembling mother, received him with an emotion of which he at
first misinterpreted the cause--when, by an effort which sent back the
blood to her heart, she told him of her doubts, of her fears, shrinking
from meeting the bright eye which rested so keenly upon her--the first
sentiment awakened in his breast was one of surprise, succeeded by
something akin to indignation. Was he to be called upon to explain his
views, to give an account of his opinions! Were the depths of his mind
to be sounded by the feeble thread of a woman’s judgment! What was it
to her what he thought or believed--it was not to be expected that she
should understand _him_! Why was theology dragged in at all, where the
question was between heart and heart! "Such matters might suit," as he
observed, with a sarcastic smile, "the discussion of grave doctors at
convocation, but could scarcely occupy now the attention of him whose
mind was absorbed by but one object--the deep, passionate love which he
bore towards her in whom all his hopes of happiness centred!"
Sir Amery had at first suspected Mrs. Vernon of throwing frivolous
difficulties in the way, in order to enhance the value of the prize
which he sought, and to prevent the baronet from feeling that the
merchant’s daughter was too easily won. Flora’s silent anguish,
however, and her mother’s quiet decision, soon undeceived him on this
point. He saw that the danger was real, the opposition which he
encountered, sincere. He then changed his position altogether; and
dropping the calm, almost sarcastic manner in which he had at first
replied to Mrs. Vernon, he burst into a strain of fervid, glowing
eloquence, pouring forth those impassioned words which excite the
feelings and confound the judgment. He pleaded his own cause as those
only can plead whose more than life is at stake.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account