Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
Deep was the affliction of Mrs. Vernon; darker and darker grew the path
before her. She had stood firm against the sophistry of human wisdom,
the power of human eloquence; she had resisted even Flora’s pleading
tears: but to see, week after week, and month after month, her child
wasting to a shadow before her, was a lengthened torture to her loving
heart which wore away the very thread of her life. In vain medical
advice was sought for Flora. There was no physician to "minister to a
mind diseased;" all the skill of man was unavailing where the patient
chose death rather than life. There was an awful possibility before
Mrs. Vernon, too terrible to contemplate, but which recurred to her mind
again and again, as she gazed on the fading form of her child. There
was nothing which appeared to rouse Flora, or to excite in her a
moment’s interest, except the letters which she received from Ada, and
which were perused only by herself. Mrs. Vernon never sought to know
their contents; she felt that her daughter’s confidence and affection
were now given to another, and that she herself stood in the position of
a tyrant towards one who was far dearer to her than life!
"Have I indeed done what was right? or have I mistaken my
duty--sacrificed to blind prejudice the happiness of my child--destroyed
her health, her peace--ruined her hopes, in my ignorant, misguided
zeal?" Such were the bitter reflections which recurred again and again,
and ever with increasing bitterness, to the mind of the unhappy mother.
In vain her pastor endeavoured to support her with the consolations of
religion--to assure her that she had not only acted faithfully, but
wisely: she could not endure to see the consequences of her own
decision, still less to contemplate what might possibly be its final
result.
Autumn rain was fast descending, streaming from the heavy black clouds,
while ever and anon a wild gust of wind stripped the boughs of their
faded leaves, and scattered them far and wide. Emma tried to beguile
the weary time with a novel, but looked up from it every five minutes
with a languid sigh, to complain of "the horrid weather," and contrast
the English climate with that of her native island. The children were
restless and noisy, impatient of the confinement of the house, till Mrs.
Vernon found employment for them all in looking over the curiosities of
an old cabinet.
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