Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction; Self-deception -- Juvenile fiction
"It does seem to me," observed Ada, folding her hands, "that it is a
great deal more difficult for some people than for others to lead a
religious life. Look how differently you were brought up from what I
was; is there any wonder that we are so different now? I had been
taught to think of nothing but gaiety, and shining in the world, and
making a sensation, and all that sort of thing; I lived in a perpetual
round of amusements: so pleasure was my danger then, and I fancied that
when the time for pleasure was past, my difficulties would vanish, and
that I should grow serious as I grew old. Well, I follow your example,
and marry, and am taken completely from the world; but I am plunged into
a little bustling world of my own, and I have so much to think of, so
much to do, that I have really no time for religion. Instead of the
pleasures, come the cares of this life."
"Cast your cares upon Him, for He careth for you," faintly murmured Lady
Legrange.
"Ah, Flora, you were never like any one else; I always feel better when
I am near you." Flora’s brow contracted a little, as if she were in
pain, and she turned her head away from the speaker.
"I wish that I could always have you beside me," continued Ada; "it
would be such a comfort to have your wise, calm advice!"
"It is so much easier to give advice than to take it home to ourselves,"
said Flora, with something like a sigh.
The ladies then conversed for some time together on topics of general
interest. Flora really enjoyed seeing her old companion, and would
gladly have invited both Ada and her husband to her house, to remain
there during their stay in London; but she did not venture even to ask
them to dinner. Sir Amery, she knew, would have had no objection to the
society of the lively Ada; but the Major, a simple, blunt man, with more
kindness in his heart than polish in his manners, did not suit the
refined taste of the baronet, and must "be kept at a proper distance."
All that Flora could do was by the cordiality of her own manner to
endeavour to smooth away from the mind of her cousin any sense of
unkindness, or even of ingratitude, which might arise from no invitation
being given; and Ada left the house satisfied that Flora was not
changed, though with a rising doubt as to whether she were happy.
*CHAPTER XV.*
*THE WIFE.*
And was Flora happy in her new life? She had much to render her so,
according to the opinion of the world. She had made what would be
called a brilliant marriage; she was united to one who loved her, and
whom she passionately loved; she was surrounded by all that could please
the eye or charm the taste; she had leisure for every graceful
occupation; she was not weighed down by a multiplicity of home-cares;
she had a life of ease, it might be deemed of enjoyment: and yet, with
all this, Flora was not happy. The sunshine of her existence seemed to
have passed away.
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