And Fra Cipriano added: Yes, pray each one silently, that will be
as good and not disturb us.... Pagolo called me several times during
his confession, recalling his life, and once said: Luca, as a youth I
made a vow to go on foot to Santa Maria Impruneta, which I have not
fulfilled. I pray you take my vow on yourself; I impose it on you
_jure amicitiæ_. I answered: I accept it. Another time he said: Luca,
I commend my Mother to you; be to her a third son. Console her with
all your strength, she needs it; go and visit her often during her
life, which will not be long, for I know she will soon follow me. Go to
the house, talk to her, exhort her to have patience, tell her I die
willingly and that she is to pray to God for me. And I, with tears,
promised.... Seeing that preparations were being made to give him the
communion he turned to Fra Cipriano, saying: Will not the sacrament
I am about to take give me greater courage? You well know that it
will, answered the friar; _ambulabis in fortitudine cibi isitus usque
ad montem Dei Oreb_. And he: I trust so.... The Holy Sacrament was
then brought, and Pagolo exclaimed: O infinite goodness! O boundless
charity! O salvation of the world! Be merciful to me. And the tears
streamed from his eyes with such devotion and tenderness that he
seemed a young girl.... Agnolo, the bookseller, came up afterwards
and he said: O my Agnolo, kiss me. And when Agnolo consoled him with
loving words, he said: Agnolo, I am prepared to die, but I would give
myself entirely up to God and I cannot. I cannot satisfy myself. I
wish to meet death without fear and to attain God with my intellect.
Then Agnolo, and Giovanni Covoni who had joined us, both said: Pagolo,
have no fear; have faith and do not lose yourself in subtleties.
The Lord is merciful; give yourself to him, that is sufficient. I
do, he answered, adding: _Deus in adjutorium meum intende, Domine
ad adjuvandum me festina. In te, Domine, speravi; non confundar in
æternum._ O Giovanni, pray God to give me strength, for the time is
drawing nigh.... Turning to Fra Cipriano, he said: Do not leave me till
the last; aid me to complete the sacrifice; God will repay you for me.
And the friar: Have no fear, my brother. I shall be with thee, and
Luca, thy beloved friend, will also aid thee. So be it, he replied, I
entreat thee, Luca. And I: Eh! we will not fail thee; but put thy hope
in God. _Viriliter age, confortetur cor tuum, et sustine Dominum._ And
the time having come he rose with great courage, and when one of the
police wished to put the cloak on him, he exclaimed: There is no need
for the cloak, and turning to me with a gesture of affection said:
Farewell, and nought else. And the word nigh broke my heart, I felt
such grief; and could only reply: _Vale_, God is with thee. Thus we
went down, the friar comforting him with verses from the psalms....
And as he descended the stairs he kept his eyes on the little picture
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