then in the evening? I said: Yes. And he: ’Tis true, I now remember
well. Luca, do not abandon me; you are put to great trouble. I said:
Ah, Pietro Pagolo, abandon you! why am I here? You know the love I have
always borne you. And he: It is reciprocal, and not without reason.
’Tis well, read me a passage, what you will. So I took S. John, but
before I began to read he said: Whenever an explanation is needed,
make it. And I: Pagolo, that is a heavy load for my shoulders; I have
not the knowledge, neither am I well exercised in Holy Writ. This is
no time for ceremony, he answered; do as I tell you, and what God
inspires you say. And thus I began to read, and where I thought well,
God aiding, I spoke, and it seemed to comfort him.... Then reading
the passage where S. Peter denies Jesus, I stopped, and motioned the
others to withdraw a little, and in an undertone said: Pagolo, a man
of great worth was once in the same position as yourself--Savonarola.
And he: I understand you. I continued: Whilst explaining the _Misere
mei Deus_ and meditating over the denial of S. Peter, he obtained
faith that God would pardon him, therefore take you courage and have
faith.... And he: Fools that we are! Lord have mercy on me, for I will
follow thee this night as well as I can. O Luca, these explanations
have entered into me. Fra Hieronimo was a great man; he was learned;
but I am not as he. I replied: Here is no question of learning, only of
faith, hope and charity. He was in the midst of religion in a convent
studying the Scriptures, and so it is no great wonder that he died
with discernment. It is enough for you that God gives you grace to
take this step for his honour, that is for the love of him, repenting
of your sins.... I was then called away to see the confessor, Fra
Cipriano of S. Marco.... Returning to Pagolo I said: The confessor has
come. His name is Fra Cipriano, son of a peasant at Pont’ a Sieve, a
learned and a good man; God has sent him to you, I doubt not he will
satisfy you. And he: God be praised! bring him to me. So Fra Cipriano
came to Boscoli, who received him with every mark of respect; for lying
on a mattress, with his legs manacled and handcuffs on his hands,
he raised himself as far as he was able and uncovered himself with
both hands, replying to Fra Cipriano, who had said God preserve thee
beloved brother: And you also, my father, you are most welcome. Then
turning to me: Arrange things a little, so that he may be as much at
ease as possible. And we did so, and then retired a little so that he
might confess in secret.... The Black Brethren now began, as is their
custom, to sing the penitential psalms and to recite; whereupon Pagolo
in a quick, loud voice exclaimed: Fathers and brethren, I dislike
such noise, it much annoys me. I have but a short time: I pray you be
silent so that I may make my confession, your singing disturbs me. If
you will pray to God for me in your hearts, I shall be beholden to
you.
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