others were away, and exhorted him to bear this law of necessity with
constancy; feeling sure the aid of Heaven would be vouchsafed to him,
as it had been to himself in many and divers occasions, if he only
acted wisely. Meanwhile your Lorenzo, the doctor from Pavia, arrived;
most learned as it seemed to me, but summoned too late to be of any
use; yet to do something he ordered various precious stones to be
pounded together in a mortar, for I know not what kind of medicine.
Lorenzo thereupon asked the servants what that doctor was doing in
his room and what he was preparing; and when I answered that he was
composing a remedy to comfort his intestines he recognised my voice
and looking kindly, as was his wont, ‘Oh Angiolo,’ he said, ‘art thou
here?’ and raising his languid arms took both my hands and pressed them
tightly. I could not stifle my sobs or stay my tears, though I tried
hard to hide them by turning my face away. But he showed no emotion
and continued to press my hands between his. When he saw that I could
not speak for crying, quite naturally he loosed my hands and I ran
into the adjoining room where I could give free vent to my grief and
to my tears. Then drying my eyes I returned, and as soon as he saw me
he called me to him and asked what Pico della Mirandola was doing. I
replied that Pico had remained in town, fearing to molest him with his
presence. ‘And I,’ said Lorenzo, ‘but for the fear that the journey
here might be irksome to him, would be most glad to see him and speak
to him for the last time before I leave you all.’ I asked if I should
send for him. ‘Certainly, and with all speed,’ answered he. This I did,
and Pico came and sat near the bed, while I leaned against it by his
knees in order to hear the languid voice of my lord for the last time.
With what goodness, with what courtesy, I may say with what caresses,
Lorenzo received him. First he asked his pardon for thus disturbing
him, begging him to look upon it as a sign of the friendship—the
love—he bore him; assuring him that he died more willingly after seeing
so dear a friend. Then introducing, as was his wont, pleasant and
familiar sayings, he joked also with us. ‘I wish,’ he said to Pico,
‘that death had spared me until your library had been complete.’ Pico
had hardly left the room when Fra Girolamo (Savonarola) of Ferrara,
a man celebrated for his doctrine and his sanctity and an excellent
preacher, came in. To his exhortations to remain firm in his faith, and
to live in future, if Heaven granted him life, free from crime; or if
God so willed it, to receive death willingly; Lorenzo replied that he
was firm in his religion, that his life would always be guided by it,
and that nothing could be sweeter to him than death if such was the
divine will. Fra Girolamo then turned to go, when Lorenzo said, ‘Oh,
father, before going deign to give me thy benediction.’ Then bowing his
head, immersed in piety and religion, he repeated the words and the
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