But he soon discovered, what every earnest soul learns who has been
baptized into a sense of things invisible, how utterly powerless and
inert any mortal man is to inspire others with his own insights and
convictions. With bitter discouragement and chagrin, he saw that the
spiritual man must forever lift the dead weight of all the indolence
and indifference and animal sensuality that surround him,—that the
curse of Cassandra is upon him, forever to burn and writhe under
awful visions of truths which no one around him will regard.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Good wherever we seek it.]
As a bee can extract pure honey from the blossoms of some plants
whose leaves are poisonous, so some souls can nourish themselves only
with the holier and more ethereal parts of popular belief.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Naïveté.]
“Blessed are the flowers of God that grow in cool solitudes, and have
never been profaned by the hot sun and dust of this world.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Sorrow a preparation for love.]
Never does love strike so deep and immediate a root as in a sorrowful
and desolated nature; there it has nothing to dispute the soil, and
soon fills it with its interlacing fibre.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Sunshine of the heart.]
“He is happy, like the birds,” said Agnes, “because he flies near
heaven.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Dreams.]
Dreams are the hushing of the bodily senses, that the eyes of the
spirit may open.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Lost innocence irrecoverable.]
When a man has once lost that unconscious soul-purity which exists in
a mind unscathed by the fires of passion, no after-tears can weep it
back again. No penance, no prayer, no anguish of remorse, can give
back the simplicity of a soul that has never been stained.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: The strongest passions.]
No passions are deeper in their hold, more pervading and more vital
to the whole human being, than those that make their first entrance
through the higher nature, and, beginning with a religious and
poetic ideality, gradually work their way through the whole fabric
of the human existence. From grosser passions, whose roots lie in
the senses, there is always a refuge in man’s loftier nature. He can
cast them aside with contempt, and leave them as one whose lower
story is flooded can remove to a higher loft, and live serenely with
a purer air and wider prospect. But to love that is born of ideality,
of intellectual sympathy, of harmonies of the spiritual and immortal
nature, of the very poetry and purity of the soul, if it be placed
where reason and religion forbid its exercise and expression, what
refuge but the grave,—what hope but that wide eternity where all
human barriers fall, all human relations end, and love ceases to be a
crime.
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