The divine part of man is often shame-faced and self-distrustful,
ill at home in this world, and standing in awe of nothing so much as
what is called common sense; and yet common sense very often, by its
own keenness, is able to see that these unavailable currencies of
another’s mind are of more worth, if the world only knew it, than the
ready coin of its own; and so the practical and the ideal nature are
drawn together.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Inexplicable preferences.]
Sensitive people never like the fatigue of justifying their
instincts. Nothing, in fact, is less capable of being justified by
technical reasons than those fine insights into character whereupon
affection is built. We have all had experience of preferences which
would not follow the most exactly ascertained catalogue of virtues,
and would be made captive where there was very little to be said in
justification of the captivity.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Congeniality of opposites.]
“Why, surely,” said Anne, “one wants one’s friends to be congenial, I
should think.”
“So we do; and there is nothing in the world so congenial as
differences. To be sure, the differences must be harmonious. In
music, now, for instance, one doesn’t want a repetition of the
same notes, but differing notes that chord. Nay, even discords are
indispensable to complete harmony. Now, Nina has just that difference
from me which chords with me; and all our little quarrels—for we have
had a good many, and I dare say shall have more—are only a sort of
chromatic passages,—discords of the seventh, leading into harmony. My
life is inward, theorizing, self-absorbed. I am hypochondriac, often
morbid. The vivacity and acuteness of her outer life makes her just
what I need. She wakens, she rouses, and keeps me in play; and her
quick instincts are often more than a match for my reason.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Proof of heaven.]
“How do you know there is any heaven, anyhow?”
“Know it?” said Milly, her eyes kindling, and striking her staff on
the ground, “Know it? I know it by de _hankering arter it_ I got
in here;” giving her broad chest a blow which made it resound like
a barrel. “De Lord knowed what he was ’bout when he made us. When
he made babies rootin’ ’round, wid der poor little mouths open, he
made milk, and de mammies for ’em too. Chile, we’s nothing but great
babies, dat ain’t got our eyes open,—rootin’ ’round an’ ’round; but
de Father’ll feed us yet—He will so.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Power of song.]
As oil will find its way into crevices where water cannot penetrate,
so song will find its way where speech can no longer enter.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Night resolutions.]
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