No real artist or philosopher ever lived who has not at some hours
risen to the height of utter self-abnegation for the glory of the
invisible. There have been painters who would have been crucified to
demonstrate the action of a muscle,—chemists who would gladly have
melted themselves and all humanity in their crucible, if so a new
discovery might arise out of its fumes. Even persons of mere artistic
sensibility are at times raised by music, painting, or poetry, to a
momentary trance of self-oblivion, in which they would offer their
whole being before the shrine of an invisible loveliness.... But
where theorists and philosophers tread with sublime assurance, woman
often follows with bleeding footsteps;—women are always turning from
the abstract to the individual, and feeling where the philosopher
only thinks.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Love a sacrament.]
True love is a natural sacrament; and if ever a young man thanks God
for having saved what is noble and manly in his soul, it is when he
thinks of offering it to the woman he loves.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: God’s tests.]
“Mr. Scudder used to say that it took great affliction to bring his
mind to that place,” said Mrs. Katy. “He used to say that an old
paper-maker told him once, that paper that was shaken only one way in
the making would tear across the other, and the best paper had to be
shaken every way; and so he said we couldn’t tell till we had been
turned and shaken and tried every way, where we should tear.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Unconscious heart-thrusts.]
So we go,—so little knowing what we touch and what touches us as
we talk! We drop out a common piece of news,—“Mr. So-and-so is
dead,”—“Miss Such-a-one is married,”—“Such a ship has sailed,”—and
lo, on our right hand or our left, some heart has sunk under the news
silently,—gone down in the great ocean of Fate, without even a bubble
rising to tell its drowning pang. And this—God help us!—is what we
call living!
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Repression.]
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