“But do you remember you told me once that, when the snow first fell,
and lay so dazzling and pure and soft all about, you always felt as
if the spreads and window curtains, that seemed white before, were
not clean? Well, it’s just like that with me. Your presence makes me
feel that I am not pure,—that I am low and unworthy,—not worthy to
touch the hem of your garment. Your good Dr. Hopkins spent a whole
half day, the other Sunday, trying to tell us about the beauty of
holiness; and he cut, and pared, and peeled, and sliced, and told us
what it wasn’t; and what was _like it_, and wasn’t; and then he built
up an exact definition, and fortified and bricked it up all round;
and I thought to myself that he’d better tell’em to look at Mary
Scudder, and they’d understand all about it.”
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Woman ennobled by man’s love.]
Do you remember, at Niagara, a little cataract on the American side,
which throws its silver, sheeny veil over a cave called the Grot
of Rainbows? Whoever stands on a rock in that grotto sees himself
in the centre of a rainbow-circle, above, below, around. In like
manner, merry, chatty, positive, busy, house-wifely Katy saw herself
standing in a rainbow-shrine in her lover’s inner soul, and liked to
see herself so. A woman, by-the-bye, must be very insensible, who is
not moved to come upon a higher plane of being herself, by seeing how
undoubtingly she is insphered in the heart of a good and noble man.
A good man’s faith in you, fair lady, if you ever have it, will make
you better and nobler even before you know it.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Power of real love.]
It is only now and then that a matter-of-fact woman is sublimated by
a real love; but if she is, it is affecting to see how impossible it
is for death to quench it.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Woman’s veneration.]
If women have one weakness more marked than another, it is towards
veneration. They are born worshippers.... The fact is, women are
burdened with fealty, faith, and reverence, more than they know what
to do with; they stand like a hedge of sweet-peas, throwing out
fluttering tendrils everywhere for something high and strong to climb
by,—and when they find it, be it ever so rough in the bark, they
catch upon it. And instances are not wanting of those who have turned
away from the flattery of admirers to prostrate themselves at the
feet of a genuine hero who never wooed them, except by heroic deeds
and the rhetoric of a noble life.
* * * * *
[Sidenote: Mother-love for a son.]
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