Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
grown-up persons, a tall young man, called out, “Annie, half a mo,”
and my protectress turned away, leaving me to make my own advances.
I could do nothing. How could I ask this wretched girl to dance with
me when I had never danced in my life? For an agonizing moment I stood
there; then I stammered out something, turned on my heel abruptly, and
walked away.
It was dreadful. Before me I saw a conservatory, the door of which
was open, and I escaped into it as my only refuge. I felt utterly
miserable. It occurred to me to slip out quietly and go home, but to
do that I should have to cross the room, and somebody would be sure to
pounce upon me. Besides, what would the McAllisters think? The first
dance had commenced, and I saw that my golden-haired maiden had found
another partner. He happened to be one of the boys I knew, and I was
certain she would tell him what I had done, and that everybody at
school would get to know about it.
In the midst of the dance the lady called Annie bore straight down upon
me, having detected my hiding-place. But she did not seem angry; on the
contrary, she was laughing. She threaded her way among the palms, while
I felt my face becoming purple.
“What do you mean by running away like that from the partners I choose
for you?” she asked gaily. “Elsie told me you wouldn’t ask her to
dance, and she says it’s my fault, that I made you come when you didn’t
want to.”
“I can’t dance,” I answered huskily. Nevertheless, Elsie’s explanation
of my conduct, in spite of the fact that it redoubled its rudeness,
gave me relief.
The “Annie” lady looked at me, still laughing. Then she said very
kindly, “Oh, don’t mind; it really doesn’t matter in the least. Come
and dance with me.”
“But I can’t,” I muttered, “I never tried in my life.”
“Well, come and talk to me then, and we can watch the others.”
She led me back into the room. She asked me all kinds of questions
about myself, and very soon I was chattering away as if I had known her
all my life. I had forgotten what an extremely small boy I had been
only ten minutes ago, as I looked about me boldly, and gave “Annie” my
opinion on all kinds of things.
We talked of the opera, and when she told me she preferred the
“Trovatore” to “Lohengrin” I thought her taste very crude. All the
same I liked her. She laughed in a nice way, and was interested in
everything you said to her. I pulled up my trousers a little so that
my delicate silk socks should be more visible. As I glanced round the
room I decided that I was much better dressed than anybody there, and
this conviction increased my confidence. I would have liked to ask
“Annie” what she thought of me from this point of view, but instead,
she inquired if I was fond of reading. I replied in the affirmative,
and she asked me if I had read “Tom Brown’s School-days.” I again said,
“Yes,” and asked her if she had read “Anna Karénine.”
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