Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
“I like it. I like wind,” she added, turning her smile upon Owen.
“Don’t you? It’s very nice to be back here again. I always love coming
back to any place I know.”
“When the tide is out it looks like a Whistler water-colour,” I went
on, thinking it a pity that this should be lost.
But probably neither Katherine nor Owen had ever heard of Whistler. “It
looks to me very like rain,” said the former, glancing at the heavy
clouds over Slieve Donard. Owen took no notice at all of my remark.
“Conversation means nothing to Owen,” I reflected, impatiently, “unless
it takes the form of argument. Anything merely suggestive or decorative
is lost upon him.” And I felt annoyed because they had both begun to
chatter commonplaces about Katherine’s journey――what kind of passage
she had had; as if it mattered!
Then I became lost in contemplation of her. A year had certainly made
a tremendous difference! “Last winter she probably came out,” I said
to myself, with vague memories of Miss Broughton’s novels. At all
events, in twelve months she had managed to put at least five years
between us. It was quite conceivable that she was already engaged to be
married, while I was but a timid school-boy, who could only envy from
afar the happiness of her lover. And the thought that perhaps there
_was_ a lover cast a vivid illumination on my own feeling for her, made
plainer than ever the difference, how carefully veiled soever, between
friendship and love. I loved her with that love which, idealize it as I
might, was really the expression of a simple law of nature.
Meanwhile she was talking to Owen, who was explaining to her some
theory of the influence of the tides upon the earth, and of the moon
on the tides. How, in the first five minutes, he had contrived to get
on to such a subject I could not guess. It was fearfully like him,
nevertheless, and Katherine appeared to be interested.
No matter in what company he found himself Owen never talked about
anything except the things he was interested in. Last night it had
been a little delicious to hear him discuss Plato’s “Republic” with
Miss Dick, who, though immensely pleased, was always at her silliest
when taken seriously. To converse with Miss Dick was like trying to
get a definite impression from a kaleidoscope; you no sooner fixed
your attention on one particular idea than it dissolved into something
quite different. And yet Miss Dick had views――political, religious,
social,――derived from a deceased parent, who had been an apostle
of free thought. Only she would interrupt her expression of the
profoundest of these to wonder if Sissie McIldowie was really engaged
to young Stevenson.
And now Owen was talking to Katherine about the tides. I watched her
and knew she liked him. She liked his rough brown mane, his clear eyes,
with their kindness and innocence, for Owen, in spite of the “Kreutzer
Sonata” and the rest, was as innocent as a child. There was something
fine about Owen, and it was very visible in his face.
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