Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
Scarlatina broke out in the village in the spring of that year, a week
or two before my sixteenth birthday. There were not many cases, and all
were mild, but there was much talk of closing the school. My father,
for I know not what reason, was against this, and in the end got his
own way, but about a month later he had the satisfaction of seeing me
catch the infection just when everybody else was getting better. I can
remember quite distinctly the day I took ill. I had not been feeling
well the day before, but had said nothing about it, and that morning I
went to school as usual. I might as well have stayed at home for all
the work I did. I sat there with a book before me, my head aching, my
throat dry and painful. The noise of the classes saying their lessons
at the tops of their voices, especially the junior class, to whom
Miss McWaters was repeating a stanza of poetry, line by line, while
they screamed it after her, irritated, even while it amused, me. Miss
McWaters was a thin and angular person, no longer young, endowed by
nature with a high-pitched voice, prominent teeth, and a red nose, and
by art with a yellow, fuzzy fringe. All these qualities now loomed
particularly large in my vision of her, though at other times I knew
she was a kind and friendly person. Her red nose and her fringe haunted
me, her whole face seemed to undergo extraordinary, kaleidoscopic
changes; she became a sort of fantastic witch who was exercising
horrible spells on these small children standing in a circle round her
chair; her mouth grew larger, her big white teeth seemed thirsting to
bury themselves in their soft little throats. This impression grew
suddenly so sharp that I had to shake myself and sit back in my seat
to get rid of it. Then once more she was only Miss McWaters, to whom
years ago I had repeated this same verse of poetry in that same shrill
sing-song tone which now was going through and through my head....
I looked about the room with heavy eyes――at the white walls, the torn,
ink-stained maps, the scored desks and forms, the wooden floor――and
the whole place seemed to move round and round like a wheel. I saw my
father, with a pointer in his hand, indicating differently shaped areas
on a large blank map of England, and asking a row of youngsters what
counties they represented. That was the kind of lesson I had always
detested myself and had never even attempted to learn. I knew from my
father’s angry, “Next――next――next,” that nobody in the class was giving
satisfaction. And then they all seemed to shrink and float back, while
the room shot out like a telescope, and I watched them from somewhere
miles and miles away. And the high, clear voice of Miss McWaters
proclaimed:
“Our bugles sang truce, for the night-cloud had lower’d,
And the sentinel stars set their watch in the sky.”
And a dozen shrill voices replied:
“Our bugles sang truce, for the night-cloud had lower’d,
And the sentinel stars set their watch in the sky.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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