Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
That same day, after lunch, the nurse left. I was getting on very well,
and was to be allowed up toward the end of the week. In the afternoon
Mrs. Carroll had gone out, and I found myself alone. I went on with
“Huck,” but a chapter or two brought me to the end. I began another
book, “Bevis,” but my eyes grew tired, and I let it drop on the bed
beside me. As I lay idle I was seized by a desire to get up. I resisted
it for a few minutes, and then I slid into a sitting posture, with
my legs hanging over the side of the bed. It struck me that they had
grown absurdly thin and long, and I felt wretchedly shaky. I stood
up, all the same, holding on to the bedpost till I got accustomed to
being on my feet, when I put on my dressing-gown, and walked somewhat
uncertainly as far as the door. I turned the handle and looked out
with a strange curiosity into the passage. It was as if I had been
ill for months, it all somehow seemed so queer and new. The long high
corridor, off which the rooms opened, was hung with tall portraits
that appeared, in the mellow sunlight of high far windows, to watch
me stiffly yet furtively. I liked them, I liked everything about the
place, I liked to look down the passage with its long row of closed
doors, which seemed so mysterious, reaching right on to the head of
the staircase. I listened for footsteps, but heard nothing. Miss Dick
probably was out, and the servants’ quarters were far away. I had a
feeling that I was really the son of the house, that everything about
it, its pictures, its ghosts, were mine. I went to my favourite picture
and stood beneath it. It was a portrait of a lady with dark hair and
dark blue eyes, and it was partly this peculiar contrast, I think, this
contrast of blue eyes and black hair, that had originally pleased me.
She was young and she had a strange quaint name――Prudence Carroll. The
artist had painted her as if she were just come in from the garden,
for she held still a bunch of flowers in her hand. She was standing
by a queer little piano――or was it a spinet?――the spinet I had now in
my room? It was open, and in a minute or two she would lay down her
flowers and play some air on it, or the accompaniment of some forgotten
ballad. Did the painter intend to show that these were the things she
was fondest of――music and flowers? Poor Prudence Carroll had been dust
these hundred years, the notes of her spinet were either cracked or
dumb, and her tardy lover had arrived a century too late, for she had
died unmarried, and but a year after this portrait was painted! Why
had no one cared for her? Perhaps some day, between twilight and dusk,
she would slip into my room and sing to me, “Rose softly Blooming,”
or “Voi che sapete!” A rustle of muslin, a ghostly scent of ghostly
flowers, the twangling notes of the spinet, and a voice singing a song
that would sound thin and far off, like the sound of wind――that is how
it would happen.
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