There was a turmoil in his brain; he wanted to speak to her about
Bertie. But he suddenly remembered his promise to his friend never to
reveal anything of his past life. Frank was a man who simply regarded a
spoken word as inviolable, and he suddenly perceived that he could not
say what he had on his tongue. And yet, he remembered his uncomfortable
sensations when, on the top of Moldehoï, Eva had so innocently expressed
her change of opinion in his friend's favour. Had he not then felt, as
though the black clouds were an omen of evil hanging over her head? And
had he not experienced the same shudder as he saw them sitting side by
side on the sofa, as if a noose were ready to cast round her neck? It
was an instinctive dread, springing up unexpectedly, without anything to
lead up to it. Ought he not to speak, to tell her what Bertie was? But
he had promised--and it was foolishly superstitious to allow such an
unreasoning terror to have any influence on his mind. Bertie was not
like ordinary men; he was very lazy, and lived too contentedly at the
expense of others--a thing that Westhove could not understand, and over
which in his good nature he simply shook his head with a smile--but
Bertie was not wicked. So he was concealing nothing from Eva but that
Bertie had no money. Still, he had meant to say something, something was
seething in his brain. Eva was looking at him wide-eyed; he must speak.
So he went on, embarrassed in spite of himself, coerced by a mysterious
force which seemed to dictate the words:
"I was going to say--perhaps you will think me silly--but I do not like,
I do not think it right--"
She still looked at him with her surprised eyes, smiling at his
hesitancy. It was this very indecision which, in her eyes, was so
engaging a contrast to his stalwart frame; she sat down on his knee,
leaning against him, and her voice sounded like a poem of love:
"Well, what, Frank? My dearest Frank, what is it?"
Her eyes smiled in his; she laid her arms round his neck, clasping her
hands, and again she asked:
"Tell me, foolish boy, what is the matter?"
"I do not like to see you always--that you should always--sit so--with
Bertie."
The words forced their way against his will; and now that they were
spoken it seemed to him that he had meant to say something quite
different. Eva was amazed.
"Sit so with Bertie!" she repeated. "How do I sit with Bertie? Have I
done anything I ought not? Or--tell me, Frank, are you so horribly
jealous?"
He clasped her closer, and, kissing her hair, he muttered: "Yes, yes! I
am jealous."
"But of Bertie--your best friend, who lives with you? You cannot surely
be jealous of him!"
She burst out laughing, and, carried away by her own mirth, fairly shook
as she sat there, on his knee, with her head against his shoulder.
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