With a sort of low bellow, which broke from him involuntarily, he rushed
at her, clenching his fists, and she mechanically shrank back. But he
seized her hands again, enclosing them in his great strong fingers, so
that she felt his power through her flesh, in her very bones.
"Oh"--and it was like muttering thunder; "you have no heart--none, that
you can say such things to me! You are base, mean, even to think them!
'You feel, and you feel!' Yes. It is your own petty narrowness that you
feel. You have nothing in you but base and contemptible incredulity!
Your whole nature is mean! Everything is at an end between us; I have
nothing more to do with you, I was mistaken in you."
He flung her off, on to a sofa. There she remained, staring up at the
ceiling with wide-open eyes. At the moment she was startled rather than
angry, and did not fully understand the state of things. Her
over-wrought brain was bewildered; she knew not what had happened.
For a minute he stood looking at her. His lips wore a sneer of contempt,
and his eyes, half closed in scorn, glanced over her prostrate form; He
saw how pretty she was; her graceful figure, stretched on the Turkish
pillows, revealed the soft lines of its supple, girlish mould through
the clinging folds of a thin pale green material; her hair, which had
come loose, hung to the floor, like the red-gold fleece of some rare
wild creature; her bosom heaved with spasmodic rapidity. She lay there
like a ravished maid, flung aside in a fit of passion. He saw all the
charms that he had forfeited; deep wrath sprang up in him, a wild
longing for the happiness he had lost; but his injured honour ousted
regrets and longing. He turned away and left her there.
She remained on the same spot, in the same attitude. She was full of
obscure wonderment; darkness had fallen on her soul, as though, after
being entrapped by falsehood, blindfolded by doubt, she had been led
into a labyrinth and then suddenly released--her eyes unbound--in a dark
chamber. Her soul indeed seemed to have bled to death; she could not yet
know how deeply it was wounded, and in spite of her intolerable grief
she still thought only of the darkness about her.
"How strange," she whispered. "But why? In Heaven's name, why?"
XIII.
After this there was a month of peace. A sudden calm had fallen on them
both, full, for both alike, of silent, bitter grief. And, with it all,
the insignificant commonplace of ordinary life, and the recurring,
monotonous tasks of every day.
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