The man looked at him, but said nothing.
"You can do me a service. I need your assistance--pressingly. Can I say
two words to you without being seen by any one?"
"Now?" said the servant.
"Yes, now; without delay."
"Will you come in--into the servants' hall?"
"No, no. Come out and walk up and down with me. And speak low."
"I cannot leave the house yet. The old man will be going to bed in an
hour or so, and then I can join you in the street."
"Then I will wait for you; opposite, by the Park railings. You will be
sure to come? I will make it worth your while." The footman laughed, a
loud, brazen laugh, which rang through the hall, filling Bertie with
alarm.
"Then you are a gentleman now? And pretty flush, eh?"
"Yes," said Van Maeren hoarsely. "Then you will come?"
"Yes, yes. In an hour or more, fully an hour. Wait for me. But if I am
to do anything for you, you will have to fork out, you know; and fork
out handsomely too!"
"All right, all right," said Bertie. "But I hope you will not fail me.
I count on your coming, mind."
The door was ruthlessly shut. He walked up and down for a very long time
in the cold and damp. The chill pierced to his very marrow, while the
twinkling gas lamps stared at him through the grey mist like watery
eyes. He waited, pacing the pavement for an hour--an hour and a
half--perishing of fatigue and cold, like a beggar without a shelter.
Still he waited, shivering as he walked, his hands in his pockets, his
eyes dull with self-contempt, staring out of his white face at the dark
square of the door, which still remained shut.
XV.
When, after a few days of anxious expectancy, Frank still had no answer
from Eva, he wrote a second time; and although the first bloom of his
revived hopes was already dying, he started whenever the bell rang, and
would go to the letter-box in the front door; his thoughts were
constantly busy with picturing the messenger who was walking up the road
with his happiness--wrapped up in an envelope. And he would imagine what
Eva's answer might be: just a few lines--somewhat cool, perhaps--in her
large bold English hand, on the scented, ivory-laid paper she always
used, with her initials crossed in pink and silver in one corner.
How long she took to write that answer! Was she angry? Or could she not
make up her mind how to word her forgiveness; was she elaborating her
letter as he had elaborated his? And the days went by while he waited
for that note. When he was at home, he pictured the postman coming
nearer and nearer, now only four--three--two doors away; now he would
ring--and he listened; but the bell did not sound, or, if it did, it was
not by reason of the letter. When he was out, he would be electrified by
the thought that the letter must be lying at home and he hurried back to
White-Rose Cottage, looked in the letter-box, and then in the sitting
room. But he never found it, and the intolerable emptiness of the place
where he looked for it made him swear and stamp with rage.
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