Frank had gone for a walk on the shore, by the edge of the wailing,
fretting sea; the basket-chairs had been carried higher up, and were
closely packed and almost unoccupied. There was scarcely any one out. A
dismal sighing wind swept the waters; it was an autumn day full of the
desolation of departed summer joys. And as he walked on, his ears filled
with the moaning breeze, he saw her coming towards him with waving
skirts and fluttering ribbons, and--Great Heaven! it was she!
It was as though a mass of rock had been suddenly cast at his breast
with a giant's throw, and he lay crushed and breathless beneath. A surge
of mingled joy and anguish struggled through his pulses, thrilled his
nerves, mounted to his brain. He involuntarily stood still, and almost
unconsciously exclaimed, in a tone inaudible, indeed, at any distance,
and drowned in the wind:
"Eva! My God! Eva!"
But the distance was lessening; now she was close to him, and apparently
quite calm; because she had already seen him that very morning, though
he had not seen her; because she had gone through the first emotion;
because she had walked that way, in the wind, close by the villa into
which she had seen him vanish, in the hope of meeting him again. The
question flashed through his mind whether he should greet her with a
bow, as a stranger--doing it with affected indifference, as though
unmoved by this accidental meeting and forgetful of the past. And in
spite of his tremulous excitement he could still be amazed at seeing her
come straight towards him, without any hesitation, as if to her goal. In
an instant she stood before him, with her pale, earnest face, and dark
eyes beaming with vitality; he saw her whole form and figure, absorbed
them into himself, as though his soul would devour the vision.
"Frank," she said, softly.
He made no reply, shivering with emotion, and scarcely able to see
through the mist of tears which dimmed his eyes. She smiled sadly.
"Will you not hear me?" she said, in her low, silvery voice.
He bowed, awkwardly muttering something, awkwardly putting out his hand.
She gently grasped it, and went on, still in that subdued tone like an
echo:
"Do not be vexed with me for addressing you. There is something I should
like to say to you. I am glad to have met you here in Scheveningen by
mere chance--or perhaps not by mere chance. There was some
misunderstanding, Frank, between you and me, and unpleasant words were
spoken on both sides. We are parted, and yet I should like to ask your
forgiveness for what I then said."
Tears choked her; she could scarcely control herself; but she concealed
her emotion and stood calmly before him; brave as women can be brave,
and with that sad smile full of hopeless submission, without
affectation, candid and simple.
"Do not take it amiss; only let me ask you whether you can forgive me
for having once offended you, and will henceforth think of me more
tenderly."
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