They had gone out of sight. The boys and their boat were gone too. The
shore in front of him was lonely--a long stretch of desert. Suddenly he
was seized with a violent shivering,--an ague. He stood up, his face
quite colourless, his knees quaking. Terror had suddenly been too much
for him, and large beads of sweat bedewed his forehead.
"God above!" thought he, "life is terrible. I have made it terrible. I
am afraid. What can I do? Run away? No, no; I must wait. Can any harm
come to me? No, none! None, none.... There they were, both of them, she
and her father. I am really afraid. Oh! if it must come, great God! only
let it come quickly!"
Then he fancied his eyes had deceived him; that it had not been those
two. Impossible! And yet he knew that they were there. Terror throbbed
in his breast with vehement heart-beating, and he now only marvelled
that he could have looked at the boat with the boys at all, while Sir
Archibald and Eva were walking down on the shore: Would it not be
upset?--That was what he had been thinking of the boat.
III.
A whole fortnight of broiling summer days slipped by; and he waited,
always too weary to make the smallest effort to induce Frank to quit the
place. It might perhaps have cost him no more than a single word. But he
never spoke the word--waiting, and gradually falling under a spell of
waiting, as though he were looking for the mysterious outcome of an
interesting _dénouement._ Had they already met anywhere? Would they
meet? And if they should, would anything come of it? One thing
inevitably follows another, thought he, nothing can ever be done to
check their course.
Westhove was in the habit of remaining a great deal indoors, leading a
quiet life between his gloomy thoughts and his favourite gymnastics, not
troubling himself about the summer crowd outside on the terrace and the
shore. Thus the fortnight passed without his becoming aware of the
vicinity of the woman whom Van Maeren dreaded. Not a suspicion of
premonition thrilled through Frank's mild melancholy; he had gone on
breathing the fresh sea air without perceiving any fragrance in the
atmosphere that could suggest her presence. He did not discern the
prints of her little shoes on the level strand below the villa, nor the
tilt of her parasol passing under his eyes, as he sat calmly smoking
with his feet on the railings. And they must often have gazed at the
selfsame packet steaming into the narrow harbour, like a coloured
silhouette cut out of a print, with its little sails and flag of smoke,
but their eyes were unconscious how nearly they must be crossing each
other, out there over the sea.
After these two scorching weeks there came a dull, grey, sunless day,
with heavy rain stored in the driving black clouds, like swollen
water-skins.
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