For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
They had, by this time, reached the avenue, and were walking
unconsciously fast in the roused state of feeling which this interview
had called forth, between the long level lines of leafless trees, on the
edge of the sodden, bright green wintry grass, which tempted the feet
with its mossy softness. It was afternoon, and the long slanting lines
of sunshine lighted up, but scarcely had the better of, the creeping
shadows which bided their time in every corner. Lady Mary put out her
hand again suddenly, with an excitement which she did not seem able to
control, and laid it on Edgar’s arm.
“Mr. Earnshaw!” she said, the tears coming to her eyes. “It is not for
you. Augusta, like myself, trusts you entirely; it is not you.”
“What then?” said Edgar, suddenly stopping short, and facing her.
“Mr. Earnshaw! Oh! how can I put into words the strange service--the
thing beyond words, which Augusta thinks she can trust you enough to ask
for. Oh! Mr. Earnshaw, see how absolute is our faith in you! It is not
you she fears. It is the impetuosity--it is the----it is her own
child.”
Edgar stood still, and did not speak--how could he? In his life he had
had enough to chill him one way or another; now, all at once, there
seemed to burst forth a fountain of warmth and life within him--in his
very heart. The water came to his eyes. If he had been alone I believe
it would have overflowed, so poignant was the touch of this sudden,
scarcely comprehensible happiness. “Ah!” he cried, summing up in that
little syllable, as is done so often, worlds of sudden understanding, of
emotion inexpressible in words; and so stood gazing at the unlucky
emissary, who had put things inconceivable, things unbelievable, all at
once into his throbbing brain.
“Oh, God forgive me!” cried Lady Mary, with a devoutness quite unusual
to her. “What have I done--what have I done?”
“Look here,” said Edgar, feeling a strange difficulty of articulation,
and with a consciousness that, instead of being eloquent, as he ought to
have been in the circumstances, his words were homely, almost rude; “So
far as I am myself concerned, nothing will make me swerve from my word.
Lady Augusta need have no fear for me; but if--” and here he paused, “if
the happiness of another were any way involved. It is not my
supposition, pardon me, it is yours. If----then I will be bound by no
word, no promise, nothing but--_her_ will whatever it is. I am ready to
balk myself, to give up the desire of my heart, to say never a word, so
far as I am concerned. But her I will not balk; it is not my place.
_Her_ will she shall have if I can get it for her--at any risk, with any
pains! Lady Mary, bid me go, or take the consequences; this is all I
will say.”
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