For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“Oh, Mr. Earnshaw!” cried Lady Mary, in a burst of injudicious sympathy.
“Oh, Edgar! now I understand them;” and with that, this very foolish,
very clever, little woman sat down upon the stump of a tree, and cried
with all her heart. She was totally taken by surprise. She had believed
him to be so good, so ready to obliterate himself, that she half
despised him through all her generous compassion and liking. I think it
is Mr. Charles Reade who describes, somewhat coarsely perhaps, but very
powerfully, the woman’s surprise at discovering herself to be, for the
first time, face to face with a male of her own species. The surprise, I
believe, is common to both sexes, and as much when love is out of the
question as when it is deeply involved. It is one of the most
penetrating of mental sensations--a sudden revelation. Lady Mary felt
this as she sat down on the stump of the tree, and called Edgar Earnshaw
by his Christian name, and cried, suddenly abandoning her colours,
giving up her cause, owning herself utterly conquered. It was a great
deal to be accomplished by so few words, and Edgar himself was so
entirely moved and shaken by what had occurred, that he was not half
sensible of his own success. All he knew was that Lady Mary felt for
him, understood him; and this gave him comfort, when he suddenly dropped
down after the exaltation of his sudden transport into a sadness which
was its natural consequence. Lady Mary fell too, out of her sudden
enthusiasm into a sense of absolute foolishness and the indiscreetest of
sympathetic ebullitions, and picked herself up and went meekly along
the avenue by Edgar’s side, trying to talk about the children, and
raking up nursery stories of Phil’s cleverness to tell him, in what she
would herself have thought the very imbecility of motherhood. Poor Lady
Mary! she had the additional misery of thinking that Edgar perceived her
utter downfall and change of sides--which he, poor fellow, with his
heart jumping in his throat, was far too much agitated to do.
But when they came to the great door, and were about to separate, she
“thought it her duty” to leave him with a final word of counsel, “Mr.
Earnshaw,” she said, almost timidly, “you saw that I was carried away by
my feelings--for I feel for you, however I may be obliged to side with
my sister in what she thinks to be best. You will forget all I have been
so foolish as to say--and keep to what you said to her, won’t you? Don’t
let me have done harm instead of good.”
“I will keep to what I said to her, religiously; she has my word,” said
Edgar, “but don’t think I can ever forget what you have said to me.”
“Mr. Earnshaw, it was in confidence.”
“In closest, dearest confidence,” he said, “but not to be
forgotten--never to be forgotten; that is not possible. It will be wiser
to tell Lady Augusta what I have said; and remember, dear Lady Mary,
you, who have been so good to me, that, at a moment’s notice, at a word,
at a look, I am ready to go away.”
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